[Contradiction]

Result was out~

2009-12-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

hoo.... the result was out today. Early in the morning, i was in nervous but i believe everything will go well today. I'm totally an optimist for sure... nah.. i m just self-consoling. =.=

Arrived at school around 10 am, met Miko who reached the school almost the same time with me. Hand over my Course guidance, Doctor Jobs series to her and we straightly head toward Department of Academic.

Steps by steps up to the stairs, i tried to imagine the scene i was going to met after couple seconds soon, running with joyful tears, smiling out of happiness, or perhaps the worst scene will be, sad faces and... (oops..)

Finally, i reached the place, and honestly, i wasn't dare enough to see my result unconcealed. But, of course, everything is already a past and a fact as well. There is no use to cry over split milk.

The result flashed into my eyes and slided through my mind, and i was like :"oh... is tat my result?".... Fortunately, it isnt as worst as i presumed yesterday night.

Felt a little bit glad, and i turned my eyesight toward the higher place to see the results of other candidates who were in front of me, after that, a real gladness full inside my heart.

Hehe... it seems everything isn't that bad, my worries were all gone after that. Feel really great now.

Don worry, my friend. You already did the best.

Wohoo... next~ the real holiday, a relaxing holiday is coming... =)

Well, come on, dude, be happy marrr.... aduh.....~~

YOhooo~

2009-10-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

My exam is over. Indescribable feelings, like mixed salad. :P

Happy. and sad too. Feel sad because... something.... I.. really.. Well, i m sorry.

Great Friday ever.

Shorts one.... xD

2009-10-09T23:04:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh~ i jus found out that, U.S President Obama is awarded 2009 Nobel Peace Prize! Oh dear, it's amazing.... Even though Obama's presidency is quite an early one, oh yea, i guess this is the reason why the news shocked me very much. He is really a lucky one.... (Nah.. i m just envying only, don mind me... xD)

Well, exam still continues until the next Tuesday. @.@ I will fail my Physics!! oh dear....

Gasping gasping... reach this blog and make some updates.... xD Between, reading e-prints online and found out that shocking news....

Nobel prize.... one million dollars... Highest award.... I m day-dreaming.... wakaka...

Quote, Updates.

2009-09-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

Okie, I m here back to blogging again and yea.. i m breaking my promise as well, the promise to myself that i wont touch INTERNET or whatever thingies that related to INTERNET till i got all my exams cleared...

Whatever... I've been studied for one whole week as if i think i start developing books phobia. Flee like facing an evolving werewolf as i see books during this moment.

Oh dear dear.... I guess i have really quite a minor stress' resistance and yet i m wondering if i can venture into and face with Uni or colleges life or not. Umm... Soon needa think about that.

Well, i m here today to share something i just learnt from a retired pilot.

"Optimist invented air plane, and yet, pessimist invented parachute. " He said calmly.

I didnt quite concentrate while talking to him therefore i looked really blur at that moment.

He looked at me, wondering if i was listening or not. I raised a wry smile and replied :"Pardon?"

Well, i guess he is really a person who will easily lost his patience. He turned to be unhappy after that. I m really sorry, ~~but dueling with an old man is really kinda fatigue job....~~ @.@ Well, jus kidding.

He mentioned the quote again and moment after those words slipped into my mind through my ears, i was like :"Oh gosh~"

"An optimist invented air plane, a pessimist invented parachute." That's really a superb one. It did give me a nudge, perhaps it's a soft nudge, but it will soon turn into a big one after some years later. xD

I brought the words back home, and i keep repeat that quote inside my mind, seeming there's a voice in my mind questioning about a fact that i never discover before.

"If you able to choose, who will u be? An air plane inventor or a parachute inventor?"

I smile as if i already know the answer. I wish you can think about it too, lik tze.

Updates.

2009-09-23T19:54:00.003+08:00

It's coming. Gosh. Never thought it will be so fast. I hope i can graduate with flying color. Well, this means, i needa be quite concentrated on my study right now. But, i m quite worry about yours. How can i help you? Please tell me. argh... fatigue. @.@

I wanna archive somehow top 10 in aimed subject. LOL! i know i m a bit too over-estimate my ability. LOL. okie. then... i think i should stop here. Gonna revise soon.

Yet, my high school's life will be ended soon 3 days later starting from now. We are going to make WATER ROCKET on the last day! Cool! i m counting on it. XD

Umm... so far no more updates. Oh yea. Don u all go watch Final Destination 4! oh dear... it's so... =.=

Okie... That's all. I wanna go MBO to watch those animation in 3D. LOL. I'm somehow developing addiction in playing Bowling and Snooker. XD Come on guys, we go play that after exam!

Future is yet a unknown for me. @.@

Pekcek-ing.

well well.

Good bye all. See ya right after my exam finished. :)

Im yours! ^^

2009-08-28T13:34:00.002+08:00

I'm Yours- Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

Now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me

I love peace for melody

And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear

And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours

Please don't, please don't, please don't

There's no need to complicate

Cause our time is short

This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

I just cant stop getting addicted to this song... It's quite an old song actually... But i like the rhythm... It's amazing and awesome... During the first time i listened to this song coincidentally on Hitz Fm, i could still remember i was away into this song deeply... haha... Umm... well... I also dont know why i post something like this here... But i want to tell u all tat... I was cheered up by this song by now!! ~ wohoo~~

Lol... sounds crazy dy... nevermine... anyone who hasnt listened to it before, give urself a try... ^^V

Im yours!! wakaka... to my dad, my mum, my sis, my bro, my younger sis, lik tze, wei yu, and all the people i like~ ^^ lolz...

Tat's all for today~ See ya... ^^

P/s: Boeing, gambateh~ ^^ (in your competition ^^ )

2009-08-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

happy birthday.... my sis. :)

Holidays

2009-08-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

Holiday came and yet it appeared to be the most tedious holiday for me, well, i should say for all senior 3 students.

For nearly 2 years since Senior 1, we didnt get any homework for our holiday, and i almost forget the feelings of completing schoolwork and rushing to accomplish them before school reopen. Well, actually, counting the senior life seriously, we do need to make a short film about the bio topic our teacher gave when we're on Senior 1 and Senior 2, but, it couldnt be a problem for us as we planned that in groups. Team working is infinitely better than working out alone, isnt it? haha...

September is getting closer, which means that we are going to have graduation exam. Sigh~ My days are numbered... XD Hell... i don want to leave school so soon. I don want to go Uni so soon, because i know Uni's exam life is times tougher than High school. Well, at least, i gotta feeling to enjoy Uni school life, but absolutely not those exams and lab reports and so on....

Anyway, time really flies. Friends out there, (well, anyone who read this post..) treasure the good things in your life, because we cant predict our future. Maybe, next moment, the one you love or the thing you treasure will get away from you, who knows? :)

That's all for today.

Gambateh~

=) updates~!

2009-08-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

oh my dear... i just viewed Boeing's blog and suddenly discovered many things i didnt even think of before. I followed the links to other blogs of her friends, i found myself is just such a tiny ~~ant~~ (XD)that i know only a little about doing blogging tricks.

Oh my.. I really needa acknowledge myself soon about the skills that related to HTML editing.

Recently, the number of teenagers to get blogging increases rapidly, and what really shocked me is they are really indeed good bloggers. They know lots of blogging stuffs, and they make their blogs look so attractive and unbelievable well-tidied. Viewing their blogs is kinda an enjoyable stuff, especially for me who had stopped all online games and bored to death when i get online. Lolz... Nowadays, i got online jus to check my facebook and mail.

UEC is approaching... Argh...

Umm... I felt kinda depressed these days. What actually had happened between us again? Aduh....

Feeling down.

moody days ever since that day...

Kuching Festival is over last night. I jus went there once. Aw...

Changed changed changed! Moody moody goes away~~

But, i really don like the condition between us now...

Random

2009-08-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

阳光下的机场

Location: Kuching International Airport.

Memory..

2009-08-13T19:49:00.005+08:00

Senior Science 3, 2009.

A piece of memory which belongs to us.

Treasure the good things in our life.

This makes the world becomes better.

*Cheers*

45°

2009-08-11T15:54:00.004+08:00

45°的角度

老师说

这样的角度才能看得更远更辽阔

45°的角度

我说

这样的角度只是为了不让眼泪掉下来

不让别人看见我的忧伤

无边无际的天空

总是包容着我的情绪

粗口

任性

不知不觉地伤害

把不快乐的事

向天空诉说

承载着我的心情的天空

即使再怎么辽阔

怎么心胸广大

也会有崩溃的一天

只是别忘了

当天空开始流泪

记得给他安慰

天，落泪了。你感觉到了吗？

《记：雨天+心情》

Shall I? I'm hesitating...

2009-08-10T15:05:00.008+08:00

Starting from today, i was seriously aroused by someone else (er... don care who that person is... :P), i think i wanna go to U.K for my further study.

First and the most, of course, i needa think and consider about the tuition's fee and living fee there. A council manager from Hull College @ Southern part of U.K. briefly let us know about the total up cost we needa afford there this morning.

Although she said studying in U.K is much cheaper than study in Aus if we shall consider and conclude all the living fees, transportation fees and so on, most of us still worry about high cost living there, as we compared it with others oversea studies.

Later in the 6th period recess today, i went to the enquiry section provided by AU education center, which was held at the counseling department in our school. The council manger is quite talkative and she talked about the comparison between study in U.K. and in Aus. Study in Aus in fact that can do double degree program, which means for example, one wants to study mechatronic , and same moment, he/she can take law-study too. U.K, instead of providing double degree, the Unis and Colleges there are only provide a program to be done.

This piece of info let me crashed into deep hesitation. Between, if i really wanna study in U.K, the most important is i needa do my best in my coming UEC exam. But, this means that i should care for myself more starting from now. I must not do things that is not necessary for me.

The coming up thought made me more into the hesitation. I can hear a voice from my deepest heart.

"Follow what you wanna, if you think it's correct and worth to do."

During the English Literature class, i was still in deep thinking and consideration of this, while i was just chatting with them perfunctory. The thinking and consideration continued even when i was inside my car, heading back home.

I recalled what my sister told me two days before she left for Miri. I spoke my feelings about my things and the opinions i hold from the beginning until that time, desperately hoping she will understand it. Yet, she understood and also gave me the warmest support.

She said: "You're my brother, and i will value the things u gonna to do or the things u always wanna hold on." She looked closely into my eyes, and continued.

"But, listen it up closely, those what you said jus now are just something about whether the thing is a thing you worth to do.

Never regret what you gonna do, cos there's no use to cry over the split milk.

Remember what you told me before, Do the things you wont regret, Dont do the things you regret. "

" If you really think that it's worth to do so, deep inside your heart, there's no longer a place for thinking about 'it's not worth.' "

Good point always stand no matter how the environment changes. I believe that there're something else which is more important for me to do compare with studying in U.K.

Life is about choosing. Choose the route you think that you should keep going. Keep traveling, no looking back, until you complete the journey. So far i know, i'm still having the promise i kept long time ago and i will try to keep the promise as long as i could.

Well, i m now planning to do some things.... Give me spirit ya! haha... Maybe, i will reconsider about studying in U.K in the future, but, absolutely not now. There're still things i needa care for. Maybe, i will just simply cut down into little amount of things to be cared for, or perhaps, i had already started that long time ago in the June this year.

That's all for today. Remember to drink more water ya. The weather is getting worse and worse, and also the influenza AH1N1. Take care.... :)

Updates-- SLANG and Slang again! ~~

2009-08-04T19:37:00.004+08:00

Days passed and finally August came. I still couldn't believe tat I reached August speedy and which means that i needa face with UEC soon~

Yesterday, Marcus told me that we only have 52 days left then i seriously realized that the days are really counted.

August's report card was given out by our teacher yesterday and i wasn't satisfied enough with my result. I didn't do my best, and for sure, i could score better mark if i paid much attention on my study instead of facebooking. Zzzz

Recently, i was quite addicted on facebook. Those games really made me fall into it. Restaurant City, Word Challenge and so on. Chain-effectedly, i got other of my friends addicted in playing Warzone Tower Defense. It's a strategy-based game and it's kinda addictive. Umm, i guess if i didn't score the 100K, will they still got into the game? Charles told me he needa beat my score. lolz..

Oh Yea, i read about an interesting newspaper article today. It's about U.S 's latest slang list. The sixth edition of "UCLA Slang" is being published this month. (Note that: UCLA is meant by University of California, Los Angeles ). In the UCLA Slang, there's a list of over 600 newly formed slang in U.S.

For example, I.D.K is meant by I Don Know. Next time, when you really don't know about something, just simply says: "I.D.K." "Presh" means "cute" and the most amazing is "You so Obama" means "You are cool".... Lolz..

Maybe next time if i come across someone really awesome in school, i should say : "Hey dude, you so Obama!" XD

Well, that's all for today update. See ya.

A nice story~ (i like it~)

2009-07-28T20:21:00.001+08:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has With GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: So, you believe in GOD?

Student: Absolutely, sir.

Professor: Is GOD Good?

Student: Sure.

Professor: Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?

Student: Yes.

Professor: My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent)

Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student: Yes.

Professor: Is Satan good?

Student: No.

Professor: Where does Satan come from?

Student: From . . . GOD . . .

Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student: Yes.

Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student: Yes.

Professor: So who created evil?

(Student did not answer)

Professor: Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: So, who Created them?

(Student ha d no answer)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor: Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student: Yes.

Professor: According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor: Yes.

Student: No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre)

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar)

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !

The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.

That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein.

2009-07-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

so sad...

Updates~

2009-07-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

My sis came back last Saturday and i was extreamly happy to see her again. It has been a long time since we went apart together, and yet, during da time she wasn't around, i missed her so much.

This year wasn't a good year for me, well, so far i could tell so. Messy thingies happened these days, and yet, i was been told needa not to think so much. Well, i m doing it, but before that, i had voiced my feelings in many ways, and i will just do it once, no repeating, no stressing da things i said. Nevertheless, what i had told or what i had promised will never change and i will always hold on to them, full-fill them and please dont doubting my words.

Well, nothing much to say about that. Umm.... Let us see... what can i tell ya about... Oh, yea..

My sis bought me a 8gb pendrive for my birthday present! oh my ... i was so happy... Haha... Between, did you guys watch Transformers 2 dy? Lot of my friends claimed tat it's a nice movie ever in this year. I still have no chance to watch it due to heavy exams and school stuffs. Another movie of this year, well, i shall say another fanatic-awaited movie in this year, definitely is Harry Potter 6. Umm... I also wanna watch it, but i've heard a lot of blames from my facebook's friends, complaining that da movie is indeed disappointing them. :D well... i don know.. maybe i will try to watch it once i m free...

umm.... that's all for this time... since i have nothing much to tell ya.. Bye everyone, i m gonna stay with my sis... See ya next time...

2009-07-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

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Sick -- and.. birthday!

2009-07-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

Terrible week though..... I sick....! Damn damn damn..... :(

But, it's da past!!

Monday-Wednesday...

Flu, cough, headache, slightly fever.....(39.5 degree Celsius... :P) I still wondered frighteningly, whether there's H1N1 inside my body... Gosh...

I left school early on Tuesday, cos i found myself terribly uncomfortable... I could able to concentrate anyway during lessons...

Back home, straightly fell onto my bed. Same day, 6 o'clock something in da evening, i woke up, perfunctorily ate something. Mum asked me to take a warm bath... after that, i collapsed on my bed again.... 7.50 p.m. something, mum brought me to see a doctor. She was too worried i gt stupid Swine-flu...oops... should be (H1N1) ><.....

Da doctor asked me if i got contact with any confirmed-case virus bringer or back from any epidemic area.... I answered one of my friends' brother back from Melbourne and unfortunately became da first case in Sarawak....zzzZ Later than that, all his family members had been home-quarantined...

Doctor then asked how many days past since they had been quarantined?... I recalled my memories and replied "one week..."

.....

After that, da doctor nodded his head and said "then it's all ok... u are not one of them...." He burst into laugh...

geez... Wad kinda doctor is this? Determined a patient by the patient's words??? =.=

anyway, finally gt back home at 9 p.m. something.... then the next day(Wednesday), i slept whole day long.............

Next, my birthday!

My birthday was on Thursday..... Wahahahaha....

Due to sickness, i slept early on Wednesday, totally forgot it's my birthday eve.... xP

I so touched when i read the greeting messages which were been sent on Wednesday.... oops should be on Thursday at 12.00 a.m. sharp!!!

1st, my sister. She called me around 12.00 a.m 4 times.... xP Because i was sleeping, i didnt answer her call... Aww..... :( Bt, she then sent me message!!! omg....

2nd, Lik Tze. (hmm.... before that, there're some misunderstandings happened between us.. so i was soulfully touched when i got that message.... thank you really...) P/s: U sent da message exactly at 12 am!! gosh..... T.T

3rd, Yun Xieng...Thanks buddy!!! gosh....

4th, Jian Xiang.... This one most lolz.... You called me Ant on my birthday!!!! zzzz... anyway... thank you so much...

5th, Helen... This one.... I wondered why she hadn't slept yet.... Tat latteeee dy.... If you answer is :" cos i purposely waited until that late to send u a greeting... " I would be really.... speechless.... xP Thank you very much!

6th, Ding Yaw.... I tell you, u're really the one who immediately after 5th oh.... :D Hahahaha... What kinda message hidden in here??? hahaha.... Anyway, thank you!

7th, Banana!!!!! this message really let me gone speechless.... well, i dono how to explain... :D anyway, thank you!

8th, Wei Yu... Well, honestly, this greeting was sent at 3.06 am. ZzzzZzzz.... Gosh.... Wei Yu ar... haiz..... Thankyou so much....

9th, Ming John.... :P thank you!!!!

..... ( i skipped rest liao la...quite lazy to type it out... tomorrow i m gonna have Maths exam arr...)

Nevertheless, there're some greetings on my facebook too...!!

Adam, (this is the earliest greeting i received. It's on my facebook wall on Tuesday! zzz), Pamela, Belvina, Wern Xin, Ming John, Leaf, Si Xian, Wilson, Tifany, Tracy.... I frgt dy... Omg.... Anyway.... i really gonna off my computer soon... need to study for my maths.....

Lastly, i want to thank my mum and my dad for celebrating my birthday with me.... And, LikTze, thanks alot for da presents.... (i saw da receipt dy... XD ) Ming John, thanks for bringing me for a free lunch...

Ok, that's all for today... See ya all soon....

Words

2009-06-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

Here comes the words from my deepest heart, i know you probably no longer that believe in what i said, but, what i m gonna to spit of next are the true ones, and maybe, this is the last one, the final.

I had apoloziged what i had said to you that day. I was really sorry. I know i shouldn't doubt about your words, i know i sounded rude to you that day, which i really wanna make my apolozige from my deepest soul.

You didn't reply me, which makes me believe that, i had done something that terribly hurted your feeling. I m now not dare to talk to you, because i scare i will get the condition becomes worst. Maybe others are right, we probably need to have sometimes for each others, dont we?

I'm now quite understand, you don like people to restrict your freedom, do you? Many things i don really know, or, i never know. Sometimes, due to that, i do something really makes you dislike or feel fraustrated. I would like you to give me a kinda soft nudge, remind me that i've done something you don like. Orelse, i wont able to know, then, effect-chaining, misunderstandings come.

Listen it up, i m not meant to do the wrong things to you. My starting point is always for your good.... Maybe i had done somethings you don like, or, maybe i accidentally rejected something from you which makes you sad or guilty. I don know.

Just want to let you know, if i looked like feeling fraustrated because doing or dealing with you or your things, that are always not true. Let me ask you a question, if i really don wanna deal with your things or help you along, i probably will no longer care about you from the beginning until now, wont me?

Perhaps, the way im helping you is the way you don like, if then, jus tell me.

Early during the last time, i 'd already learnt a thing, that's no matter how, i can't replace any of those inside your rank, izzit?

Now, I think we should let each others to have sometimes to let each others cool down. :D

Okie, tat are what i wanna say.

This is final.

Hope tomorrow will be a good day. :D

i m nt meant to.....

2009-06-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

i m nt meant to say those words.

i m nt meant to not to listen to u.

i m nt meant to not want to talk to u.

i m worried about u, abt ur studies, abt ur future and so on.

sometimes, i jus don't knw how to talk correctly to u, so that u can understand what i m trying to say.

sometimes, i knw i talk or do something u don really like.

always

there're misunderstandings between...

i'm wondering y...

Can u tell me?

i knw if i were da wrong one, i'll change to be good.

but, so far, i can't seem to discover what i had done wrongly.

Please, give me a nudge, tell me about what can i do.

........

Jus, pls.

逻辑

2009-06-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

原来有时候

要求太多

会让人

窒息

原来有时候

我太过要求

那

肯定的

不是一件好事

要求的

不要求的

我不是不想和你说话

只是

有时候

不知道要如何去说

逻辑不同

就像

一个人心中若是已经有了：“1+1= 3”

而且认为它是对的

那，

心中不可能容的下

“1+1=2”一样

你懂吗？

有时

只想告诉你

当你在纳闷为什么这样子的情况会出现时，

请你也想想

或许

我也曾经那么纳闷过。

你

了解了吗？

我

不是不想和你说话

我

也

不是不想去听你说话

只是

我

只想让你知道

当初的当初。

听好了

如果

逻辑还是不同

你读到了这篇

也是

依旧

会

我行我素。

(from: http://ooppttiiccmmiissttiicc.spaces.live.com)

Lalalalala~

2009-06-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

During 6th period's recess, I had a short discussion with Hui Sing, about altering her position in Wednesday's cleaning attendant with others. She doesn want to be attendant's head, because of some reasons. (hmm...)

Indeed, da discussion is really short. It ended in about 3-5 minutes and teacher came unexpectedly earlier today. So, we could nt able to discuss much, and yet, had no final conclusion too.

Fine. I thought i could continue the discussion with her after school, but when i returned to class from a instant meeting, everybody was gone, except WeiYu and Jian Xiang.

The plan blew off again.

I had my lunch at da SinChew Coffee Shop while i finally recieved a message from her.

"About today's thing, i m not blaming or complaining, jus, i think someone will be more suitable to take charge of da position."

"I will call ya back." I replied, becos i was having my Bak Ku Teh, didnt feel wanna sms at that moment, between, it's hard to have a discussion via sms.

"LOL..No need la.... Y don wanna use SMS?" she answered.

"lolz.... cos it's hard to tell via sms... "i replied as i was chewing da meat, catching some free times to reply her. I was sweating actually, cos it's really hot inside da coffee shop, and also, i think da chef added some spicy seasoning into my soup. Zzzzz.....

After tat, i rememebered i didnt reply her anymore. XD

When i finally settled down ( reach home, after bath etc...), I immediately fulfiled my promise and called her back.

"Hello? Free?"

"Erm... quite.... " (chit-chating's sounds backgrounded... )

"What're you doing exactly?"

"Er.... Practising piano..."

(ZzzZzz... Practising piano = free? =.=)

"oh... okie... u continue ur practising... Later i call ya back again..." I replied and when i jus about to hang up da phone...

"hey, wait a moment, what u wanna say?"

"Hmm... nvm, u go ahead wad u are doing now... Later i call u again." i hung up da phone immediately.

Later in da afternoon, she sms-ed me, voiced her trepidations. She probably wonder why da thing became so serious untill need me to call her and have a telephone discussion. Zzzz, i had no other meaning though, just i dont like to discuss over sms-ing. It's really inconvenient, between, this might cause misunderstandings easily...

We talked about something out-of-topic after that...

Wwaaaaittt......

Y i write all these?

zzz...

Well...

Actually, I wanted to write something about da out-of-topic thingy... It will be somehow weird if i start it immediately without explaining the first part.

Continue.....

After letting her know da real reason i dont wanna use sms...

"Hmm... okie then... still feeling kinda scary...."

(== lolz.... Am i a monster? )

"Actually, do i look tat scary?"

"erm... nope. jus sometimes la... when u're insane."

......

.....

......

lazy to type out da sms-log... ZZzzzz...

okie... nw i dono wad i m doing... zzzzzz.... jus wanna type something....

IGNORE me.

ROAR!

Transformer 2.....

2009-06-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

Transformers 2

Revenge of the fallen.

I m gonna watch it.

Better to be on my birthday. XD

I guess, nobody will that "eng" to go with me....

Well..........

Boring.

and...

Blue.

Holiday~ Olympic? ~ Sharing~!

2009-06-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

Today's a holiday for our school's students, considering all da students & teachers who took part in yesterday's Sports Day are tired today...

Morning, i went to MITM, Samarahan(guess so, i don remember da Campus' name dy... :P) to participate a Maths Competition, National's Olympic Mathematics Competition.

Everyone does know that da question for this competition is a really tough one~ Gosh... I could only able to get to solve 5 out of 9 questions....

Da competition takes 2 and a half hours and participators have to try their best to score 9 out of 9 questions correct. Question 1 - 6 only need to write da answers in da provided boxes under da questions, while question 7-9 need to state down da workouts on da spaces given right after da questions....

I still could recall da first question.... First question usually will be da most easy one... Let cha see how tough it's...

....After 2009, how many 4 digits numbers which those 4 digits numbers can be devided by 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 & 10.

Well, if u are interested in it, try to solve this question. :P Answer given : 3

Next, i wanna share a advertisement with u all..... I found it on youtube... It's extreamly nice... There's no even a single dialogue in this advertisement, but yet, u can still get what actually da advertisement wanna let u know....

Gosh... Nice, izzit? XD

Well, tat's all for today... I need to start my UEC's revision soon....

ROAR~!

Chms1's sports day~

2009-06-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

Sports Day~! It's been a long time since our school organized Sports Day only for our school students~ I forget when is da last time tho... Last year, there was a Sports Day in our school too, but that's for all Kuching's Independence Chinese School's students....

Anyway, seriously, i didnt enjoy much today.... The sun was evil ! (like what Christian said today... XD) I could not concerntrate much alot in da Sports.... Hot! Hot! Hot!

Well, another words to say, this time, da Sports Day did give me a "weird" feeling... Kinda weird... I don know how to say out my feelings vividly... XD

I supposed to have my duty around 2.00pm today, serving those teachers and SPORTSMAN~ == but, i escaped it~! hahahahahahahaha~

Could stand any longer... That's da reason... LOL...

Well, tat's all...

UEC is coming~~

GOSH~

Countdown: 17weeks~

HELP me...!

I don wanna

2009-06-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

Holidays will be ended soon. I don wanna. Weeks before, when holiday started, i was counting my days to be ended. I desperated to end my holidays.

Holidays are nothing much special for me, because, i was indeed boring during holidays. I hope holidays to be ended soon.

Well, that's last time feeling.

But, now, right now, i don wanna.

Maybe i don wanna face my exams, UEC etc.....

Maybe i m trying to set on an escape about something....

Maybe i don feel wanna go back to class....

I don know....

I was worried about my future. I was worried about my exams. I was worried about something i shouldn't worry. I was worried about something else besides than my own things......

Worried..........

Therefore, i m evading...

Tryin to escape everything i wanna worry...

So, i don wanna go back to school................

Gosh~

Love HOLIDAYS with hatred feeling.

Wth i m talking about........

geez...

=.=

Seriously, i-don-wanna-go-back-to-school.....

Well, another no.2!

2009-05-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Another quiz from Facebook. Ok... i know i m crazy. But.... I gt No.2 again!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrr!

*CRAZYYYY* *Crazy*

*CRAZZZY* *CRAZY*

*CRaZY!* *CRaZY*

*CRAZY* *CRAZY*

*Crazy!*

Help me,guys, whoever can help.... I m seeking for helping hands....

Your Birth on the 2nd of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading. You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seek affection. The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly. You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.

Well well well.... Zzzzzzzzz....

I dont want to be emo. So start from now, i want to Smile.

*Stupid Quiz... *

*Cough~~*

Name Number, i m No.2 again!! =/=

2009-05-23T20:09:00.002+08:00

Well. Another quiz from Facebook. This time is "Discover Your Name Number", and, guess what, i gt No.2 again. =.= Gosh~ I definitely hate to be No.2...... ARRRR!!!

The Name Number is : 2
This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number 2 indicates the desire for harmony. It's gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by moon.

Keywords: diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As Lovers: Number 2 will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number 2 is associated with the Moon and since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to Cancer vibration.

Yea yea.... Cancer huh? I hate to be a Cancer.
Who can help me? Arr....

TT

Unbelievable, Birthday Number: 2, Revealed!

2009-05-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

I just logged in to my Facebook and i was shocked to see there're 64 notifications awaited. Unbelievablely, i checked the notifications, wondering the reason, because i still remembered since my last log-in was just 1 day ago, maybe it was just 18 hours ago. (Yeap, you're right, in fact, i didn't do my revision for my mid-term exam. There're two reasons, first, my chemistry hand-written notebook wasn't at me here, i don't know who took it. Second, i was not in mood, kept wondering if Ding Yaw would keep his promise on me. Ding Yaw, i believed that you will.)
(~Actually, i was been told by him this morning, that he keeps his promise. Thank you, Ding Yaw~)

After some over-all looking on those updates, i came across a quiz which was quite interesting for me.

"Discover Your Birthday Number"

Maybe that interest is aroused by my memory last time my mum took me to have a similar quiz from a well-known fortune-teller(At least, my aunties believe in that, for me, no thanks~In fact, i believed that he's just telling shits!)

I pointed and clicked on the quiz's link and after comfirming that piece info to be uploaded to my Facebook profile, i was about to start the quiz. The quiz's simply easy, just need to roll-down the selections to find your birth date from them, and comfirm it by clicking the "Send" button.

Firstly i was like:"It's just a quiz. I use it to kill my times~ ! No need to pay much attention on it, just take it~"

But, at the end, when i read the result, i couldn't believe my eyes.

Here's the result.

Discover your Birthday Number:

2+7+1991=2000
2+0+0+0=2

Your Birthday Number: 2

2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive. They don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand, they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy, they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

I was speechless and blank in mind for a couple of time. This's one of the most accurate quiz i took on facebook.

Just simply speechless. The result exactly show what i am thinking at this moment. Later from this post, i would like to post something related with this on my space, where i most likely use Chinese to write my own feeling. My Space is the place i could only able to reveal my feeling as what i want, because, there's something i couldn't express using English. Sorry, i know my English is poor.

That's all for today.

1000th views!

2009-05-16T19:39:00.001+08:00

i just viewed leaf's blog and i discovered that.... his blog reached it's 1000th views! haha.... Nice dude!

I.D.K what i m doing now... i know it's kinda boring ==

Anyway...

Happy Teacher Day to all the good teachers... =D

Things to be explained here...

2009-05-12T16:26:00.003+08:00

I think u get the wrong message from me...

"You're so hypocritical" tat sentence is not from me to u... Ok... I have a wrong message typing out there. Actually it's what you told and described me

“很虚伪”....

Get it?

I m not meant to hurt any one in this post...

Just i wanna say out what i think...

People tell me that not to always hide myself... It helps to speak out what is in my mind...

That's what i m doing now.... get it?

Don make my words complicated... the meaning is just simple... I'm begging you... Please...

Star Trek 2009

2009-05-10T11:55:00.003+08:00

I watched it yesterday.
Nice movie.
But, sadly i can't really understand the movie.
Gonna search for some infos about it. XD

Get a chance to watch it at cineplex.
Enjoy the surronding sound effects which may wet your pant. XD jus kidding.
It's worth to do it. Really.

There's nothing i can say to you

2009-05-10T11:13:00.004+08:00

yeap... i know whatever i said comes nothing to you at this moment. yeap... everything u said is correct... yeap yeap yeap... I can say nothing now.

Keep away from you izzit? Is that what you want? But how bout' my suggestion to you before? Keep away from me first? I ever said that i m indeed a dangerous one and you must keep away from me orelse you're the one who'll be hurted in the end.
All my predictions come true, izzit? Do you have any explanation on these?

I tried to find a balance point upon the mess i had caused. I had tried my best. Really the best i can do. Yet, i still can't make everything comes to a good ending?

Out there, you're standing, tell you, i've a thought right now, if we rearrange the alphabets sequence of the word "tried", we'll have a word "tired". I tried my best and at last what i had gained? A tired ending.

You'll also voice your objections & your resents, but how about me? I can't do that, can i? Hundred times of sorry exchange one word of coldly from you. Tens times of explanation will bring me a thought of "You're so hypocritical".

Sometimes, nothing is better to just keep silent. Time'll explain everything.
It's not the time to explain neither to retrieve, because no matter what i said, you won't let even a word to go into your mind.

Shall we just let it be?

I would like to tell you that i wont.

You'll know what i mean some days in the future.

School life & old newspaper Collecting

2009-05-06T21:51:00.004+08:00

Hey... It's been quite a long time since my last posting... Anyway, nothing special happened recently... We go on the usual life, i.e eating, sleeping, studying, examing, quarelling(shortly) with each others etc...

Well, i have some photos here, which i downloaded (illelgally? XD ) from Ming John's facebook album & also Wen Xin's album. These two peoples seemed to be engaged or addicted (I presume?) in photographing.... They're so indescribably good in photographing until they can own a photographing shop dy... XD

Well, picture-talking time~

First of all... May i upload some of my school life's photos?

Hmm... We probably were facing some kinda BIG exam....

If i wasn't mistaken, we're having our tedious Computer Studies test..

Happy faces... =D

Gosh... This is the most valuable photo among all of these...
I'm wondering how Ming John could able to take her photo... XD
Our academic master + Chemistry teacher... XD
[We're making enviromental friendly Fruit wine... =D]

Pretty girl... XD

Dear Wei Yu.... XD

Melvin & William...

[during Biology class... having Bacteria as our "pet" Muahaha..]

Next, I would like to upload some photos bout' our Newspaper Collecting... XD

Gosh... This photo so nice... It gives me a feelin like we're gona start some kinda battles?

Do u notice the sky?

haha.... Awesome rite?

1,2,3,4,5,6.... Heading!

Hand carrrying Machines... XD

Clifford's house. we're probably having some discussing due to where shall we go next...

Our Monitor... Gosh... he looks like he's gona collapse...

I like this photo too...

Marcus the busy man... Dealing with some kinda business men..

our Form teacher, Lee Hong Chong, (LHC) treated us Icy-dessert after having tedious newspaper collecting... XD

Icy-desserts' shop's Tauke

This is the last time we can form a group and go out to collect newspaper together.

Anyway, it'll become part of my memory in my life, and i won't forget it... =D

simple, the way we want?

2009-04-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

Anything can be in the simplest form, it just the matter how u think. The simplest form i mean, which u'll probably know, becos it's already in ur mind.
Do accordingly wit ur mind, even though there ain't flashed paybacks or responds.
But, i gotta tell u it's jus somehow the matter of time.
I need some fresh air, i found myself in gaspin. U asked me what is the problem out there, i also cant figure it out.
Maybe, which i found it's the psychologically way to explain, the problem is i cant find any problem between. Perhaps it's because i find myself hopeless n helpless, when i face the truth.
I'll give back the promise, which both of us tediously uphold for quite a long time.
Anyway, u says we've not been spoke to each other these few days, which we actually did, indescribably, tat means, not speaking may also be a way of speaking, isn't it?

Well, i gotta take the first step.

Cos, i cant stand any longer to watch people around me engaging in this stuff, which it's actually onli the thing between u n me.

Tat feeling kills. It really kills.

I'm No.2, bare that in mind. =D

P/s: im really sorry for those who've been helping along, especially LikTze. Thanks alot. =D Ding Yaw, hope u'll make a way for urself too. Wei Yu, sometimes, the thing isn't the way u think. =) .

Moody

2009-04-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

Went for old newspaper collecting today, which i hmm, kinda "inserted half-way" into the collecting.
It's been a long time since last time we went out for collecting newspaper together. Last year, we were heading for our aim, therefore, all of us were so meant abt the collecting, everyone seemed so take-to-heart bout' the newspaper collecting. Now, all what we promised to do and the enthusiasm is gone... I can't really describe the feelin, it seems lost something... a thing which is very important...

i have no mood now~

No picture abt the newspaper collecting~

Die for something~

Give me more oxygen please~

Tag by Yu Yang

2009-04-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Ok.. i was suppose to do this tag 3 months before XD, when Yu Yang had the tag done on his blog~ Well, sorry, i'm to busy~ (... i knw it's a kinda stupid excuse)

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag at least 10 friends
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like a virus.
[Can i delete no.5& no.6 rules?? I don like to tag people la...Ish~]

#If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?#
>I hate this part--The PussycatDoll.
>>Well, hmm... i guess i really hate tat part, cos u know, i'll always say "Sure, it's ok~" XD

#How would you describe yourself?#
>Always Be My Baby-- David Cook
>>hmm... i hav no idea how to comment on this~ Perhaps, i'll always be my baby, which means, i'm like a baby, adorable n sweet~ OMG~ i dono y i would say like tat~~ =.=

#What do you like in a guy/girl?#
>Homeless, Leona Lewis
>>Haha... I like a girl who's homeless, cos i can bring her back to my home and stay with me...XD Jus kidding~

#How do you feel today?#
>Bleeding Love, Leona Lewis
>>O yea~ i feel my heart's bleeding becos of LOVE~~ Haha... Lol...

#What is your life’s purpose?#
>Home, Chris Daughtry
>>Hmm... yea, i'm a typical Cancer, which means Family is my life's purpose, i can't live without them~ Similarly, Family means Home, so Home's my life's purpose~

#What is your motto?#
>Circus, Britney Spears
>>Life's like a circus~ We meet different kind of ppl and play different roles in a Circus~ Well, how can i link tat to my Motto? =,=

#What do your friends think of you?#
>Forgive Me, Leona Lewis
>>Well, it's true, i always forgive my friends, especially my best friend~ =D

#What do you think of your parents?#
>My life would sucks witout you, Kelly Clarkson
>>Yea, my life would sucks without them~ I'm a typical Cancer who love my family than anything~

#What do you think about very often?#
>Rehab, Rihanna(Justin Timberlake ft.)
>>Hmm, perhaps i need somebody rehab me? kinda weird to say like this. Speechless~

#What is 2 + 2?#
>Don't Trust Me, 3OH!3
>>2+2 is not 4~ Well, Dont trust me~ =P

#What do you think of your best friend?#
>Halo, Beyonce
>>He always has halo... =D i can always feel his halo....

#What do you think of the person you like?#
>How You Remind Me, Nickelback
>>She always remind me how i miss her~ This is how much i like her...

#What is your life story?#
>Love Story, Taylor Swift
>>O yea~~ My life story is a love story~~ XD [actualyl I was shocked when i saw this song appeared on my music player. XD]

#What do you want to be when you grow up?#
>Kiss Me through the Phone, Soulja Boy
>>I wan my girlfriend kiss me through the phone when i grow up~

#What do you think of when you see the person you like?#
>Right Round, Florida
>> Hmm, perhaps like what the lyrics say, "You spin my head right round right round when u go down~" I will moodless when i see her down~

#What will you dance to at your wedding?#
>Just Dance, Lady Gaga
>> O yea~ Jus dance, dont care~

#What will they play at your funeral?#
>Thinking of you, Katy Perry
>>Oh thanks~ thank you for thinking of me always, even i had already passed away~

#What is your hobby/interest?#
>最幸福的事，梁文音
>>hmm... 只要是最幸福的事都是我喜欢做的事～

#What is your biggest fear?#
>It's not my time, 3 doors down
>>It's not my time when it's my turn to do something~ that's my biggest fear?

#What is your biggest secret?#
>Damn Cold Night, Avril Lavigne
>>My biggest secret is i ever did something that i don wanna let u know(cos it's a secret) in a damn cold night~

#What do you think of your friends?#
>Single Ladies, Beyonce
>>O yea, all of my female friends are singles. =D

#What will you post this as?#
>Don't Lie, Black eye peas
>>hmm, i didn't get what the question means~

#What does next year have in store for me?#
>Dont Forget to Remember me, Carrie Underwood
>>Yea, all guys out there, dont forget to remember me ar... I'll always remember ya too~

#What does your love life look like?#
>Wasted, Carrie Underwood
>>My love life looks like wasted? omg~ jus now i got a answer who told me that my life story is a love story... Izzit contradicted here?

#What do I say when life gets hard?#
>Hurt, Christina Aguilera
>>Yea, it's hurt. Hurt me so much~

#What do I think of when I get up in the morning?#
>From Am to Pm, Christina Millan
>>From am to pm? I probably overslept...

#What song will I dance to at my wedding?#
>Us Against the World, Christina Millan
>>O yea~ Us against the world, with my wife~ haha....

#What do you want as a career?#
>Bubbly, Colbie Cailet
>>Maybe my career is like a bubble? it breaks easily~

#Favorite place?#
>Midnight Bottle, Colbie Cailet
>>Maybe there's somewhere else called "Midnight Bottle" ?

#Where would you go on a first date?#
>One Fine Wire, Colbie Cailet
>>I would like to date on a fine wire~~ Cos, i'm ant, it's enought for me to date on wire~LOL (Wad the heck~)

#Drug of choice?#
>Realise, Colbie Cailet
>>Hmm... I probably need sometime to realise...

#Describe yourself.#
>Something Special to me, Colbie Cailet
>>"There's always something special to me about him..." answer my friend. Lalalalala~~ dono wad i should comment~~

#The song that best describes the president?#
>Unbelievable, Craig David
>>Yea, he's unbelievable....

#How will I die?#
>Next plane home, Daniel Powter
>>OMG~?! i will die on my next plane home? omg~ how could it be? i still havent reach my home~ TT

#What's your catchy phrase?#
> Bad Day, Daniel Powter
>>O yea, i always have a bad day~ Catchy Phrase: Wad a bad day i had!

#Worst thing ...#
>Love you lately, Daniel Powter
>>Perhaps that means it's too late when i discover u love me or i love u? that's probably the worst thing....

#If you could change something from the past... What would it be?#
>Colourblind, Dariush Danesh
>>I wish there's nobody around me suffer from Colourblind~~

Done~ although i know this kinda wasting time act and it's almost 2 am, i still do it cos i hav insomnia~~ ISH~~~

Well, i m gonna play Dota now since i cant sleep~ See ya~ (i don wanna tag anybody, jus, who feels like to do this tag, jus do it~)

Love Story, Taylor Swift

2009-04-12T18:55:00.002+08:00

Ok, guys. This hasn't been happened before. I know it's crazy. But i jus logged on to youtube n this video popped out in front of me, titled Love Story(Taylor Cover). I was in great addiction of this song recently because it gives me the feelin of eating sweets. =D
wel, love story is sung by Taylor Swift, a beautiful singer of cos. XD I cant really tell the feelin of this song, but it jus simply sweet. haha... Now, i spotted this video, which uploaded by one of my favorite internet singer. =D
Nothing much to talk about it, jus, u guys, switch on ur speaker, or plug in ur earphone if u want, n enjoy this video.

Gosh! It's awesome!

2009-04-12T13:45:00.003+08:00

Lyss did another awesome job again. Here's another video from her, singing Mariah Carey's My All. I'm sure u had listened to Mariah's version before, there's lot of notes there. Gosh~ Lyss, u r such a good singer. =D

well, let's enjoy the video. Let the video tells u how brilliant this girl is. I like her so much~~gosh~
~~[pss... Mariah Carey seems to be shaded by her?]~~ Buahaha...

U probably wondered y the video ends up like tat. Well, Lyss explained that she had accidentally dropped the video camera. She would rather edit it than remake the video again. She said it was a tiring job. =D

The Climb

2009-04-12T13:12:00.004+08:00

Here's Miley Cyrus' new song, the Climb, sings by one of my favorite internet singers. =D
O yea, people on youtube say that Lyss sang this song better than Miley did. Well, i dont like to give any comment abt that. It depends on how u enjoy them. Miley has her own way of singing, so does Lyss.
Anyway, i like Lyss more. XD [subscribe her network at youtube!! (= ]
I've been heard of Miley's scandals and so, i lost my worship on her. XD (wel, i'm jus kidding...)
Back to this song, it has a wonderful lyrics. I would like to give this song to all of my friends who're going to hav UEC exam this year. "Keep Climbing, u'll finally reach the peak. =) "

Good Friday =D

2009-04-10T20:33:00.004+08:00

May Jesus always go with you
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God blesses you. =D
Cheer up....

No matter how hard the life is.

Lastly, i would like to end up this post with this song.
[it's not a Hymn. Well, i know i should post a hymn~ =D]

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you wait for love when you're alone

If you call your friends the light is hold

You can run away but you can't hide

Through the storm and through the lonely night

Then i show you there's a destiny

The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

If your sky is grey, oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh, just call me and I make your day

When the night are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

#Happy Good Friday~#

Smile always~
You will own the day~

No title!

2009-04-09T18:42:00.003+08:00

This is a boring one. i know. Jus, dont care much about it.
My...

blog....
reached...

its...
its....

2008th views~!

* this is stupid i know. haha. ok. then dont care much about it. =p

David Archuleta is coming to town =D

2009-04-09T18:10:00.004+08:00

David Archuleta is now in Malaysia! I've heard about his visiting and showcase which is going to held at Sunway Amphitheatre this coming Saturday~
Well, i spotted a video on youtube showing that David Archuleta, this stunning American Idol was being welcomed by mass hysteria when his reaching at KLIA. The dedication of David Archuleta is totally being underestimated by us.

Following the American Idols' alumnis' footsteps, Chris Daugtry n somebody else, (i forgot the name XD) David Archuleta arrive at our country to promote his self-titled and also his first album. Well, his trip is only about 4 days, i pressumed, =p. During these four days, he will do radio interviews, which mainly on Hitz Fm, and believe it or not, a lucky school will be chosen to visit by him.... lol...
Ok then, stay tune on Hitz Fm to follow his Malaysia's trip. If u want to attend his showcase, u probably need to grab urself an album with the ticket distributed. =D

叶子，阿桑。

2009-04-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

to commemorate 阿桑. She just passed away becos of breast cancer.
She is a good singer. What a sad news...

Farrah Fawcett, may God bless her. She is currently suffered from rectal cancer. Hope she will get well soon. =D

Facebook friend saves a teenager's life

2009-04-07T17:49:00.005+08:00

Well, there's been a lot of talk that made by people in these recent months of the negative influences of those Social Media sites such as Facebook, etc. Probably u'll think of Friendster i guess, but sorry to tell ya that people out there dont engage in Friendster's updates anymore, most commanly, they're now using Facebook or Twitter. Give urself a try on it, and i guess u'll like it.

Lately, we've a story at last, which shows a positive side of being involved in the social network and how is it, in some instances, save one's life.

A British teenager's alive today purely becos a Facebook friend he decided to send a impromptu suicide note to had the tenacity to take it seriously. The 16 years old teenager from Oxfordshire is believed to have been depressed for a long time. He decided to take his own life n he sent a private message to a American girl he was chating to online via Facebook. The girl recieved his suicide note which implied that he was about to take his life. She knew somethin wrong n she immediately informed her parent of her fear n they in turn contacted the local police in Maryland.

The only details the girl knew 'bout the teenager were his name and the school he studied in. The local police considered the call seriously n the call was passed on to Thames Valley police force in England via White House special agent.

Thames Valley police force used a combination of Google tools(Google earth i guess...?) n so on to try to locate the boy. Despite the limited details provided by the girl, the officers managed to narrow down the search by making the possibilities into 8 possible addresses. The search to the forth address provided a result. 3 hours after the girl received the private message, across the Atlantic via Facebook, the boy was finally found unconscious in his bedroom after taking an overdose of drugs.

The boy was rushed to the hospital and has now made a full recovery. After all the negative talks surrounding social media in genaral, especially those related to suicide, it's glad to hear that someone's life being saved by the use of Facebook.

P/s: hmm... i'm about to start a revison for my Computer study's exam tomorrow. Being aroused, i share this news 'bout how technology saves one's life, which was found on print today. =D

Words, pieces of them.

2009-04-05T23:12:00.005+08:00

When we live in this life, we'll always run into a few special people, people who're meant for us. These people probably only ur spiritual sustenance, but he/she cant be classified simply as a friend, because he/she pours the love to us beyond the limits of the friends, the general friends or the friends that we usually say “hi” when we come across each others.

Elaborately, he/she also cant be classified more complexly as a best friend, because what he/she does to you, absolutely beyond the limits of best friend, or perhaps sometimes, it’s over the limits of what a best friend can do for us. He/she neither can be considered as a lover, or another words, we and them not to have to be the kind of lovers that into the specific behavior, such as the attribution of the body.

For a sectional conclusion here, this type of person should be between lovers and friends.

[ps; for a convenient writing, I would like to shorten the use of “he/she” into “he”. =D][also, the relevant pronoun & so on.... =p]

Well, the kind of feeling or relation between u and he, is somehow more than in the ordinary and cant be said or explained into the account of the feelings of love. It can only be between friendship and love or u may make it into the relation that above what friendship or love can provide.

Him, probably because ever pat ur back once you're sad, hold ur hand tight to cross over the dark, or maybe ever let u cry on his shoulder once u're confused or unhappy, but, it just less than that. His heart open to you all the time, and his shoulder is always ready and standby to allow u rely on. And his face only will be carved on ur atrium, and keep inside it forever.

They wont allow themselves to let their love shine to us and also wont let themselves out of burning flame of love. We'll think of them when we're alone or studying them in silence. When you're happy and glad, you'll want to share ur happiness with them at the very first, because u just simply and purely want him to stay at ur side to share ur happiness, and to embrace the happiness together.

When u're sad and trouble, you will also think of him naturally, because you still hope that he can accompany u at around, giving u a crook of arm so that u can rely on it. Even though u may not need any comfort or words in any language from him, as long as u rely on his side, it is enough.

Actually, what can be the matter of fact is that u dont've to tell him or u dont wish to tell him ur sadness. U probably afraid of ur own sadness hamper his quiet life. U dont want to let him bear ur pain with u and u just simply and fervently hope that he's always only in the world of sunshine.

Perhaps, u will think of him when u're reminiscence of an old song, or because of a familiar scene, or even a touch of soul that looks familiar. U'll think of his tolerance, think of his love, think of his sincerity, his simple but tough dedication, or probably the past that u guys've been gone through together.

At that point, ur heart'll always warm and there’s always a one-third of beauty, one third of touching feelings, and one-third of a more persistent vision. U'll be obsessed with his love and his fate. His exhortations and encouragements'll always make u say with tears and silently: How annoying wordy u've on me.... Although u say in that way, u will always feel hearty.

U dont wish to own, but hope to guard around him. U feel like to bind him in the side, but u're afraid preventing his free-flying in the blue sky and white clouds. Those traditional secular concepts of ethics'll collapse because of him, even that make u become the renegade in the eyes of the world. U'll remain a small space at the bottom of ur heart and that depth only for him. Stick to quiet emotions that cant be told or explained clearly, even with loneliness, u'll never regret.

Life's sometimes frustrating and cruel. When u think of life as a pool of stagnant water which ripples dont lap, u'll be flustered. When u think of life such as a dried tree and cant find any sign of life, u'll scare, scare to be forgotten by ur own life. But because of his existence in ur life, ur life'll have rainbow and have green every way.

Perhaps, until the end of ur life, u'll not end up with any love story with him, but because u'll have such a friend, u'll love ur own live more and cherish ur life more.

In fact, u and he may be destined to be two segments that do not intersect, or two flashing stars in the night sky that never collide. U'll be pleased that once had him as a friend, once had a feeling, pure but different, and also long and sincere. Perhaps, u only know each other for the moment, perhaps he'll completely forget u in the future, but it takes u a long time to completely forget him, or even his shadow will always entrench in ur mind. But u're very grateful to the fate and also appreciate God has given u such a person, that leaving footprints in ur life.

Even though he wont always on ur side, accompany u to go along ur life, though've not asked him to do anything for u, u hope that he'll have a good, well-being life and happy always, because u know that he would also like u to have a good one. He also hopes that u'll take good care of urself, even u and he is about ten million miles away. If next time in the future, u and he meet, he would like u to tell him that u're happy.

In this life which full with helplessness but which has such a person, there’s nothing to scare. When u slipped and fell down, as long as u rise up ur head, u'll see love and cares. When u're tired, as long as u turn back, u'll find urself a person to rely on. There’s always such a sentiment. When u're injured, you'll soon be relieved in a timely manner. What u still want for?

What kind of relationship does this belongs to? We just know that it's really simply meant for us. Such a relationship'll make u enjoy even more a nostalgic life and led to a life full with tolerances and sustenance of dedication.

There's an emotion that can only take heart to feel; there's an emotion that intentions can only go storage.

2009-04-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

Out there, guys, did ya listen what teacher said to us this afternoon?
These coming up months will be somehow exhausting and stressing, but the feelings r jus being for a short moment... However, if ya choose not to endure those in these few months, u r gonna burden urself in the next following years.... He didnt say it wrong.... indeed his words are somehow meaningful.
Life is like riding roller-coaster, we can't expect everytime wil be the good one. We can't change the trajectories of the roller-coaster's ride, but we can derive our enjoyment of riding. For a coming up moving downward which generally leads unhappiness to us, try to tell urself that isn't that way. We need to know what is the feeling of moving downward then we jus can experience the feeling of moving upward.
"Few months' hardworking intensions will finally give ya back gentle future."
If ya don wanna give urself a try, no matter what will ya get after the attempt, i wont say anything to ya anymore, because it's ur choice.

To ya: dont turn back to the past. =D Please dont.
To another ya: still remember i told ya tat the best choice u've made this starting year is to let urself hav a try on the seat, refering the seat that u r sitting now ofcos... =D
To another ya: This time failure doesnt decide ur future. Mayb urs correct, and the mistake maker is me. =p

ps: Yue Ying, cheer up ya... ^^

23/3/2009 Bau trip, with all the senior 3 friends

2009-03-29T13:09:00.004+08:00

This is a late post. It's supposed to be on blog last Friday. =D
The school organized an outdoor learning to Bau last Friday. Many of us are countin on this trip, hope that it'll be fun and nice.
Indeed,
It's fun=D
but
jus a little bit tiring.

I think this time should be the only and the time that everyone of us can go for a trip.
I was regretted la... I didn't get my camera be prepared fully.
so...
I didnt take much photos.
Let's take some glances on those photos taken.

Tasik Biru's water.

About this photo.... i was wondering what was the teacher yelling at?
=P

Warning about the Tasik Biru contains over-level arsenic.

Earth Hour 2009.

2009-03-26T21:57:00.004+08:00

Aside:
I'm just one person, what can i do about global warming?

I try to be environmental aware, i try not to be wasteful, i try to do right things, but i just one person.

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So join us to be a part of EARTH HOUR 2009.

"28 March 2009, 8.30 p.m"
Please turn off all the lights for an hour to support us to fight global warming.

Earth Hour is an annual international event which held by World Wildlife Fund (WWF). It become one of the most successful worldwide events these recent years. As what you can see inside the official video, lots of cities are participating this event and the numbers of country grow numerously from the past two years.
Earth Hour was firstly held by WWF in Sydney in 2007. All the non-essential lights and electrical components were being turned off.
And....

Cate Blanchett also participates the event!

Lol...

Ok... Back to the point, for those who viewed my blog, please kindly have yourself participate in this world-wide event. Thank you very much. Save our mother nature, join us in Earth Hour 2009.

For Leaf. =D

2009-03-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Dear Leaf, i make a post especially for you.

[I went wandering around in the town and took this photo.=D]
Lalalalalalalala~~ i know it's kinda boring.... -.-

Past Tense.

2009-03-15T13:19:00.003+08:00

The Forgotten Past.

Get to know about your tradition.
And also, the thing that had been used by your ancestor.

Insect !

2009-03-15T13:16:00.001+08:00

Accidentally spotted this insect.
I will name it:

UNKNOWN

First Aid - - - FAKED Patient!

2009-03-09T19:56:00.003+08:00

Last night Hui Ching inquired me whether i can be her injured patient the next day. Shocked, i stared at her, having an unbelievable expression on my face. Injured? Patient? Are you crazy?
I should be looked blanky at that moment. Hui Ching knew what was in my mind so she explained to me.
Actually, she only wants me to be a fake patient and help her to complete the LTC's First Aid Exams.
What a relief. Haha... I thought i m gonna injured tomorrow. ==
Although i had been acted as a injured patient last time when i attended LTC last year. For that time, i was just acting an injured patient for the Primary First Aid Exam. [Note: LTC's first aid exams can be classified into 3 level: Firstly, Primary Level, and next, Intermediate one, and lastly, Advanced Level.] In the primary level exam, i just need to scream at there and pretend that my head has been knocked of by someone. Orelse, just remain half-unconsious and take a nap at there.
This time, i was asked to be the patient for the Intermediate level and also Advanced level. For intermediate level exam, the candidate needs to give first aid to a patient who suffered from dislocated jaw. Well, it's quite a tough stuff to act as a dislocated jaw patient. You can't even speak to voice your pain(wel, of cos it's not the real pain, we faked it). I jus can moan at there and kept swinging my hand, pretending that the candidate's first aid made me pain.
I also need to act as a patient who suffered from thigh fracture. ==
This is much easier to act if compared to the dislocated jaw.
All i need to do is just scream at there and kept irritating the canditate. Buahahaha....
Well, i did my best at least. Did my best to ACTING LIKE a PATIENT. haha....
It's a good experience though.

After the exam was over, i was forced to borrow phone from others. My phone's not at my here. ==

PS:"I cant live without PHONE!!!! aRRR!!"

Untitled 20090306 =.=

2009-03-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

I received my monthly report card two days ago. Basically, the result wasn't quite out of my expectations. But i still had some weird feelings about it. I don't know the reason.

Perhaps, i want to score much higher.
Perhaps, i want to get much better result.

I don't know and i don't want to know.

I'd done my Physics exam today. From the beginning of the exam till the last minute when the teacher noticed us to stop writing, i was in quite low mood. To describe more vividly, i was not in mood to have an exam.

Athena said i am starting to fly now. I stared at her, without saying any words. Am i ? I asked myself.
Finally, i got the answer to be : Not at all.

I am not a person of selfish. I can't easily put down everything i am holding now.
This is my excuse. Can you accept it? Athena?

It's been quite a long time since i step my feet into the school library. I've been told to myself that if the head of the Library is still the B_ _ _ _, i won't make myself move any further into the library except there is a need to having lecture inside the Multimedia Class.

Frustrated.
Chap fallen.
Gloomy.
Dismay.
Dejected.
Lethargy.==

Well well well........

Can anyone save me from my crashing world?

Oh ~ lord~

分享：天空的颜色 =D

2009-03-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

喜欢
天空的颜色吗？
=D

喜欢的
Please roll down
^^

心理？必理？

2009-03-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

大家都会念这两个字吧？
没错。你念对了，“心理”

这个呢？
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大家试试看念一下吧。（别犹豫，照着念。）
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你，很诚实地照着念了。
没错，就是
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什么鬼嘛？
有这样的词么？
=.=
没错！
你又对了！
没有。
我，本来要写 "心理" 二字的。
但，却不小心写多了一划，
于是
“心理”变成了“必理”

这里，我给大家一个问题：
如何不删掉后重写或使用任何修改装置的情况下，让别人不至于把这“心理”念成“必理”呢？注意，你只有一只笔。
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请再次证明你的本事，答对这题吧!
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不要轻易放弃嘛。加油～
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答案其实很简单。
只需要画上几笔罢了。
=)
这就是答案。

你会如何读出这两个字？

百分之九十九的人会读成
“心理”
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其实，我只是将错就错，在第二副图中加上几条斜线罢了。
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这试验告诉我们一件事：
原来，环境会影响环境中的任何人，事，物。

p/s:
一天上华文课时，不知道什么原因老师提及这两个字。我随手把它写在课本上(老师说：“我们要养成老师说什么，我们就记什么的好习惯。”哇哈哈，看，我多么地听话。=.=)
无奈，我写错了。把“心理”写成“必理”。
我异常纳闷，于是，我就注视着写错的字，心里盘算要如何。（毕竟，那个老师说话不怎么精彩，我宁愿化时间想这个问题。....==）
结果，我随手画了几画，没想到，竟然让我把“必然”改成“心理”了。
这是一个发现吗？
纳闷。
没关系啦。
这，只是一个无聊的结果。

若要我取名这种现象，
我会取名为：
“心必效应。”

=D

Forum, i can't forget it.

2009-03-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

Finally, i had my first time BM forum today. It was over, and leaving an indelible trace inside my heart. I know my teammates' desirous to get into final, but, i m indeed a person who is weak in memorizing things. I was stuttering and kept forgetting the script. At last, i used up all the words i can think of, making the referees believe that i was talking in natural tone.
I can still remember when it's my turn to make some noble words (well, kata-kata mutiara huh? ==) to the audiences in the auditorium, i thought my microphone was turned on. When i wanted to start speaking, i was shocked that the microphone wasn't turned on yet. Bewilded, i turned it on, and started speaking with an unnatural way. The bewilded feeling was a butterfly effect. I kept stuttering during speaking. I forgot one sentence and lastly i chose to enquire it from Wei Yu, our premier speaker. I know this led to lost of points. I am very sorry, teammates.

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Maybe i will be the one who become the obstacle for getting into final. I am very sorry.

Words to say.

2009-03-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

March came silently and it approached me faster than i expected. Baffled, i suddenly remembered February only has 28 days. I had an indescribable feeling. My subconscious keeps telling me the fact that my senior 3 life is numbered.
Having a call with Jason just now and we talked about many things. We're going to have our this year's very first Chemistry exam tomorrow. I'm feeling dread for it. Terribly dread. Jason reminded me the inexorable fact that this time, the Chemistry Exam will be unprecedented and relatively harder than the one we had learned last year. Worried about Lik Tze, i continued the conversation by telling him about our class condition. They seem never worry about their studies. Every time Yue Ying and I discuss about the solutions to help them get rid of indulgence of games to pay more attentions on their Senior 3, we come to an unchangable conclusion:"It's useless to say anything unless they will listen to us." After that, we just sigh and continue remaining speechless.
Please guys, senior 3 isn't what you guys thought. You choose to consider it with disdaining sight, you will be the loser at the end.
Jason, i hope you will take my words into consideration. You are only the one who can decide your own road. Don't ever try to recall whether you had chosen the decision right or not, you had started the journey and you should continue walking. What is important isn't blamming about what you met. Never try before and don't say that it's too late. Please remember my words and choose the road you really want.
Visoning for your future. =)

p/s1 : i'm glad that Lik Tze understand my words. I hope that he will uphold it to the very last. Please don't be back again.

p/s 2: 20 minutes later, it will be 2 March. =) Ding Yaw is ready, so do i. I hope you too. =)

p/s 3: http://ooppttiiccmmiissttiicc.spaces.live.com/ dontknowwhyiputthis-ing....==

=)

2009-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

http://ooppttiiccmmiissttiicc.spaces.live.com

change!

2009-02-22T14:08:00.001+08:00

My exams' result like shit these days!
Gosh~~ i cant be like this for the rest of Senior three~
I need to change~ Change! Change!

Wait ya guys~

I will change~ change~ change~~

Busy. ==

2009-02-19T19:25:00.003+08:00

Tones of works were being thrown out to me these few days. Being a Senior 3 student is not as easier as i think. The actual fact is, it's relatively harder than any level. I was indeed a person who likes to find jobs to busify me, just like other people said:" looking for a job to do nothing. "=.= Every time when i still baffled a thing that is troublesome for me, another work is on queue.

I even didn't have much time to spend with my lovely friends. I was promised to myself in this very beginning year that i need to treasure up every moment i can with my classmates. I even wrote it out in my New year resolutions list. =)

I took over another job today. Kinda Pek Cek lar.... haiz.... God, can i just don care anythin?

Angels and Demons Trailer

2009-02-15T16:44:00.002+08:00

Angels and Demons.
Rising of an ancient brotherhood, soon will collapse the ancient religious force.

I can't wait to watch this movie. Wahaha.... Dan Brown's simply awesome. I like all of his books. =D

List of Dan Brown's Novel:
Digital Fortress
The Da Vinci Code
Angels and Demons
Deception Point

Well, who wanna go watch this movie with me? =D

Valentines day's Gathering at Jase's Tea Shop =D For single only... wahaha

2009-02-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

In Love? or you are lonely during Valentines day? jus same as this Love stick... lies alone on the table.... TT how pity~

Well, these are all single(s)... No lover... no presents...
They gathered together around two round tables inside Jase's Tea Shop and entertained themselves.... == (sounds cruel if i say like tat.... )

Mr. Leaf ... He was the one who seemed very happy that he is still a single... == (J.k....)

Mr Lik Tze..... Smiling unwillingly, he seemed can't accept the fact that he is a single....
(actually he was forced by me to take this photo... XD )
[i wonder if he will mad at me if i post this photo on my blog... ]

Romantic feelingssss.... Muahaha.... all are in deep darkness ==

well, we went to Jase's Tea Shop after having party at Norman's place.
We= Me, Lik Tze, Yue Ying, Wei Yu, Leaf, Jason, Stef, Nur, Christian, and Athena. =)

Norman Tan's Birthday Party

2009-02-15T00:18:00.003+08:00

14 of February 2009 was the Off Day of Superman. Wakaka....

Because, he was having his birthday party at his recently completed place, what we usually called Secret Base... Muhahaha (evil laughing==)

This is how his secret base looks like... Lots of "hero" and "heroine" gather around there.. ==

Yea~ this is our legendary Superman... A superman who doesnt like to wear the Stupid Superman's suit (wearing underwear outside.==)

they're discussing how to apply an anti-terrorism plan.... ==

Whoa... i wonder if there is a gap between our Garlic Killer and Superman? haha...
(they seemed gonna have a fight....)

Actually they're having gap because of this tempting and delicious chocolate icing cake... wakaka

anyway, happy 19th birthday Norman... wakaka... u better retired le... cause it's too old for u to continue living as a hero~

Muahahaha...

Valentines Day , Desperation Day, And Happy Birthday... =D

2009-02-12T19:58:00.004+08:00

This year is gonna be a hard year... I can feel it. Abnormal feelings, unexplainable things, unsolvable problems.... Numerous exams... Undefined relationship.... =.-[WTH?!]

I just passed my 2009 first month 12 days ago. I have a deep inhibition these days for N unknown reasons... Absolutely i will fail my very first Chinese exam this year.... Well, the English doesnt turn my mood down.... Maybe next time i should try to value the sentence structure part.... XD

Chinese... What the heck~ I tell u that i hate to memorize those literary stuff.... Ok, whatever...

Well, Valentines' day is around the corner... Many people should be very glad or whatever... It's a special day for couples... For those who are having gf/bf should know what to do... haha...

13rd February... a day before Valentines day... Humans name this day "Desperation Day"... ==
Well, perhaps u think that it isnt as SPECIAL as Valentines day... but it's very very very important for someone...

Well, LikTze, happy birthday~~ haha...
[This foot note is especailly for LikTze: http://bulbabulba.blogspot.com/ jus click it... if u are liktze =D added on 13th February... ]

Although this year will be a hard year... but at least 13rd of February is a LUCKY day... haha....

That's all for today post... =)

我在部落格上的第一篇华文作文

2009-02-09T21:18:00.004+08:00

他走进了会场，柔和的灯光照射着他。他耳边回荡着窃窃私语声。他很不自然地向前踏进几步，仿佛有人拿着一把刀子威胁他前进。他推了推黑色眼睛框，望向听众席。听众席此时差不多已经接近满座了。他怔了怔，果然全满了。他希望没人会认出他的身份。他不敢想像那些人一旦认出自己后的表情。

他瞥了瞥手中的入门票，上面清楚印着下列几行字：

许伯恺世界巡回讲座会－－做一个契合性良好的人

地点：

时间：晚上7时正

座号 C 037

这张讲座会的入门票是他托他的私人助理买的。一个多月前，他听闻世界著名讲师许伯恺将来到这里举办他的巡回讲座。生性傲慢的他想见识许伯恺到底是何等人物，竟然每场他的讲座会都满座。之前的他，并没有见过许伯恺。虽然他只要上网随便一查，许伯恺的样子，基本资料都会出现在他面前。可是他并没有这样子做。不，与其说他没有，倒不如说他不想这样子做。因为他不认为自己有何种理由要这样子做。在他眼里，自己总是最好的讲师。

他阔步地走向C 037 位子。C 037 座位旁坐着一个衣冠楚楚的中年人。中年人带着一副青色镜框的眼睛，有说有笑的和周围的人谈天。他一屁股坐上他的位子，旁边的中年人礼貌性地向微笑。他看见了，但没有回笑。这就是他的性格。傲慢，痼癖，自以为是，只差一点就目中无人了。

他望了望自己的表：6时47分。他不敢相信自己的眼睛。还有十多分钟才七时正，就已经有这么多人来到会场了。这个许伯恺还真的是有他的厉害的地方。他暗衬。

他并没有去理会那个中年人和他周围人之间在谈什么，只管闭上了眼睛，养养神。他的思绪飘到自己的事业上，回荡在自己过去的记忆中。

他是一名专业讲师。以前念小学的时候，老师们就发现他很有演说能力。每次他参加演讲比赛不是第一名就是第二名，而且更令人诧异的是，他更本没有准备任何稿件。随着年龄的成长，他也从一个校际冠军变成了州际代表最后更是踏上了国际舞台。他的性格也随着地位的提高而变的傲慢，孤立。他总以为自己的讲座会是世界级的，他从来没有尝试聆听听众的声音，从来为曾了解听众需要听到的是什么。每次的讲座会，他都是按照自己的性格和概念去说。

他的思绪被他轻轻的谈笑声拉会现实。他厌恶地望向旁边的那个中年人，差点就想破口大骂。但，就在此时，司仪的声音从前台响了起来。

“让我们热烈欢迎我们今天的讲师许伯恺先生。”司仪以动人的声音说道。

众人的掌声响了起来，他也随着本能地拍起掌来，但还不没拍上第一掌，他立刻停止了。傲慢的他始终无法原谅自己对别人的认可。

此时，他声旁的中年人站了起来，徐徐地步向前台。

“我们再次以热烈掌声欢迎我们今天的讲师，许伯恺先生。”司仪微笑道。

他无法相信自己的眼睛。原来，一直以来坐在自己身边的那个中年人竟然是许伯恺。

只见许伯恺优雅地走上离地十几寸的台上，熟练地拿起麦克风，亲切地向听众们问好。他身旁的助理正从容不迫地操作着笔记型电脑和投影机。

“各位亲爱的听众朋友们，感谢你们今天出席我的讲座会。或许，你们会讶异，为何要感谢？当然，若是因为没有你们，我不能学习到什么。今天，我很高兴，也很荣幸认识了刚刚那些朋友。” 许伯恺望向座位C 列附近，笑了笑。“他们让我了解了许多事，包括如何和你们沟通。真的很谢谢他们。”

他发现自己的脸红了。他并没有理会许伯恺的微笑，反而，径自地闭目养神。

“今天，我们的讲座题目为：做一个契合性良好的人。很多人都知道，现今生活许多人，都忘了如何沟通。或许，并没有忘记沟通。沟通，人人都会，要不然大学的语言学是用来干嘛？科技通讯是用来干嘛？大家说对不对？”

众人都笑了。现场的气氛慢慢地被升华。

“沟通，大家都会。只是在差在能不能良好沟通。各位，打架也是一种沟通，对吗？但，打架是不好的，对吗？来，有谁说打架是好的沟通？举手。但我先声明哦，我不会打架。但你要跟我打架，我会跟你打，最多你们会失去我罢了。没错，今天，我们的内容是如何做一个契合性良好的人。契合性，就是普遍的沟通能力。一个人沟通能力好，他的契合性就高。”

他的思绪被逐渐融入了会场，紧随着许伯恺的脚步慢慢地了解到什么是良好的沟通。许伯恺的演说能力确实是名不虚传的。听众们都随着他的措词和精彩的投影内容，进入了许伯恺的脑，轻易地理解他所要表达的东西。许伯恺先生说道：“人要有良好的沟通能力是很简单的，只需一个条件，那就是仔细聆听。”他用了这么一个故事带出这个道理：以前，有名农夫在他的马棚里遗失了怀表。他很躁急，急忙叫了他的家人帮忙搜寻。结果，忙了大半天，还是找不到。此时，一个牛童走了过来，说他能帮忙找到怀表。他吩咐所有人都离开马棚十米。结果，过了不到1分钟，牛童找到了怀表。农夫很讶异，牛童告诉农夫只需仔细聆听，就能知道了，刚刚大家都吵闹地聚在马棚中，当然找不着了。

不仅仅是众人听完这个故事有恍然大悟的感觉，连生性傲慢的他也是如此。他不自觉地惭愧起来了。他终于知道为什么自己的讲座不能成功，那是因为他未曾仔细聆听及了解听众需要的是什么。他总是依照自己编好的讲座内容去演说。难怪每次他的讲座会上有一部分的人在讲座会还没结束时都已鼾鼾入睡。

许伯恺也有说道一个人若要有良好的契合能力，首先必须放下身段，去尝试靠近别人。许伯恺说：“世界上一切的关系就是建立在互相信任，互相认可的基础。永远也不能小看一个人，就像，人类不能小看一个微小的艾滋病毒一般。”

他听到这里，有一种豁然开朗的感觉。渐渐的他对许伯恺尊敬起来了。讲座会在众人的欢乎下结束。

回家的路上，他回想起整个讲座会的细节，许伯恺先生所说的一字一句，发现到原来自己是多么的无知和傲慢。这场讲座果然让他成长了不少。

后序：

这是我在听完曾桂安校长的讲座后有感写的一篇虚构小说。现实中，我好比是故事中的“他”，而曾桂安校长就是许伯恺先生。我每次都带着一种不屑的性情去听任何一个讲座，因为，我觉得每场讲座所说的我都懂，何比再去听过。但，曾桂安校长改变了我的想法。他让我知道了，原来，我说知道的还只是一种表面上的东西。

well... this is my chinese essay actually... i hate writing...

so so so xien~

Dont care the teacher want my essay become like tat or not.... Who cares?

==

P/S: sounded like i m copying Garlic's act... -- Posting essay on blogg...
Bo bian la... cos nothing to post ma~~

if u don like, pls tell me... i will delete this post~~

=)

梁静茹，情歌。

2009-02-09T17:58:00.000+08:00

時光是琥珀　淚一滴滴　被反鎖
情書在不朽　也磨成沙漏

青春的上游　白雲飛走　蒼狗與海鷗
閃過的念頭　潺潺的溜走
命運好幽默　讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙　換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸
寂寞太久　而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭　反而更自由

慢動作　繾綣膠卷　重播默片
定格一瞬間

我們在告別的演唱會
說好不再見
你寫給我　我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣
默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有　我這一首情歌
輕輕的輕輕哼著　哭著笑著
我的　天長地久

命運好幽默　讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙　換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸
寂寞太久　而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭　反而更自由

長鏡頭　越拉越遠　越來越遠
事隔好幾年
我們在懷念的演唱會
禮貌地吻別

你寫給我
我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣
默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有　我這一首情歌
輕輕的輕輕哼著　哭著笑著
我的　天長地久

陪我唱歌　清唱你的情歌
捨不得短短副歌
心還熱著　也該告一段落
還好我有　我下一首情歌
是你宛如　靜靜的　相擁的河
永遠　天長地久

2009-02-08T21:17:00.001+08:00

其实，我只想要你帮我一个忙，就是让我帮你庆祝生日。

FIRST TIME WITH A GUY ==

2009-01-31T20:18:00.005+08:00

I had my first time staying overnight with a GUY inside his CAR. == (omg! it sounded like gay)

Well, i am not the first time to stay overnight with GUY, but IT"S NOT SLEEPING with HIM inside a CROWDED and SMALL place (for example: CAR)
==

OK, let me tell you about the happening.

During the 4th day of Chinese New Year, i went over Hui Ching's house around 7.00 pm. She had a "small" (well, she said it's just a small one but indeed it's somehow an enormous one) open house.
I stayed there doing nothing but chit-chating some "nonsense" thingies (but it's funny and entertaining) with others while waiting Lik Tze. Before that, i was invited 3 times by Hui Ching, her Mum and her Dad (respectively==) to eat something there before the food was finished.

Well, i didnt eat the food at last.== [This is important, because this leaded to the changes in the next of the story.]
[Then? What the HXXX you don't want to eat?]
O yea, this is important too. I was being invited by Charles to go stay overnight at his house g _ _ b _n g. But at last i rejected. Listen it up, i REJECTED.

...
...

Then i was heading to another girl's house with the guys. (莫名其妙-ing) Well, i don't know this girl, she is totally out of my memories and knowledges. I was then just being told by others that her name is Yi Ling(Should be spelled like this gua) and nicknamed Da Jie (big sister) before i reached her house. What the hack== , i went to a stranger's house without knowing him/ her before. ==

Well, at least, i knew her at the last of the visiting.

During the visitin i was somehow like a walking corpse. == They all playing 21 (a kind of card game, which we called "ban lakk" in Hokkien) while i was starring at the TV set for some boring and stupid MV. == [pss... Actually they were having a small gambling... ]

The time walks (this time the time doesnt fly but it walks like a snail==).
...
...
...

Finally, the banker voiced his withdrawing, and the game ended. ==
They all back to their own homes and nobody can send me back. Well, my parent were at the hospital at that time. I had no choice but to follow the guys. They went to Charles' place which i was not included at the first time. By then, everything showed that i need to change my mind.

LOL

I was suppose to stay at Hui Ching's place until my parent come and fetch me and go to the hospital with them.

But then, everything changed just because i went to a girl house visiting and the girl who i don't know at the first. ==

Ok then, it doesn't matter. At least I wasn't homeless.

We played 21 again at Charles there until 12.30 something. Clifford, the responsible boyfriend sent his lovely Miko home. I was starving at that time because i didnt eat my dinner. == Therefore i asked Clifford to bring me along and we went to have supper. (This is the first wrong step i made==) Of course i asked them whether they mind me to be a "bulb" at first. Miko didnt mind and Clifford of course didnt mind. =p

We sent Miko back and decided to have supper at the Kuching Airport's Mc Donald. (I know this is crazy but we had no choice at that time since Kuching Airport's Mc Donald is the nearest place to go which offer foods)

I bought my Double Chicken Prosperity meal and Big Mac for Clifford. After having the supper, we were asked to go to Cozzee by Charles. The boys all going there for DotA games. == We had no choice. -- We reached there at first and decided to have a game while waiting them to arrive. Well, i didnt play DotA. Instead, i played SDO season 2 with Clifford.
(THIS IS OUT OF TOPIC: I tried my very first time "rate 8" BUHAHAHAA)

We recieved sudden call from the boys that they were not coming to Cozzee instead they went to another newly opened cyber cafe which is located at Stutong. == Yea, we were been putting aeroplane. --

Well, we ended the game after an hour and Clifford decided to stay overnight in his car since Charles wasn't at home at that time. I really nothing to say at that time and i had no choice. I voiced my objection by agreeing to stay in the Four Points (a recently open hotel which located near the Cozee) instead to stay in the Car(thisisnotahotel==).

But at last, my objection failed because the luxurious renting fee.==
And, at last, i stayed in the car with Clifford. OMG... Two man inside a car during midnight. The people who was sitting inside the opposite car at that time should be wondering what are the two guys doing inside the car at that late time. ==

ARRRRr......

This is how the thing happened. Lol... That night, of cousre i didnt sleep well. First reason is the STUPID mosquitoes. It's damn toturing. -- Second one is sleeping inside a Myvi is damn suffocating. No fresh air no aircorn(to save petrol ==). And lastly, I was packed inside the car with a guy! lol....

First Day of Chinese New Year. =D

2009-01-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

Yo guys... Check out what i had done on the first day of Chinese New Year.

O yes... this are the madarin oranges...
(actually the top three are those which my friends sent me=D)

Cool guy =)
He is my brother.

My sister and me. (i was forced to take this photo ==)

My siblings and me. (indeed, i was forced too.)

My little sister.

Wow... Yea... A beautiful girl. =D

Me.

My two sisters.

Again, me and my sister.

And last, me and my brother. =D

Fire Crackers Show. =D

2009-01-27T11:03:00.009+08:00

I took these photos during the Chinese New Year Eve. They're simply amazing.
I like them, well, although it's kinda a act of polluting and wasting money. =)

Secret Garden =)

2009-01-27T10:20:00.012+08:00

From here, we are going to start our journey, exploring a secret place. =)

One step backward, we take this into our sight =)

Continue our moving, there is a big thingy appeared in front of us.

Hmm... Can you guess what is it?

Deng Deng Deng Deng, It's some sort of fruits, of course for insects only. =D

Deep into the forest.... =/

La.. la... la...

Cactus? Nope...

P/S: It's just another kinda boring act. =.=

It's a lazy afternoon and i took my camera, walked around my house and shot some of these photos. Well, i never know that there are many undiscovered thingys around my living space. =D

This can be considered as one of the benefits of this boring act. =d

我们是那三分之二 =)

2009-01-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

这几天很忙

毫不容易决定了的决定终于抵不过考验

彻底

失败。

忙着整理辩论的稿件

忙着处理那个放不下的事

或许，这是宿命

这是命运

这是注定的。

忘了是谁说了这么一段话：

当一个人受到压力时

奇迹是可从中被创造的。

我们证实了这一点。

记得当时获知对手中有校队时，原本纯属玩玩心态的我们

失于常态地

变的很拼命。

明知道我们铁定会输

但感谢同学们的支持

尤其是鼎耀，健翔和朝琳

＝D

我们坚信自己有三分之二的机会会进入决赛

最后，我们是那三分之二

而且是很不错的三分之二。

At the end of the competition, we were boosted up by the referee's words. =D

Very thank you i say to the referee.

Next time, we will give out all of our best and archive the best.

Let the past be the past. Let the future to be vision.

Believe that we can, we can.

舞台

终究是

属于有自信的人。

微笑～全力以赴～

奇迹是创造的，不是上帝给予的。＝D

决定了的决定

2009-01-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

决定了

那就放手去做

别害怕后悔

因为

该后悔的是那些不懂得珍稀的人

希望

这次

过渡期

不会太久

怕的是过渡期内有变故

希望这次

真的能够

摆脱

宿命。

＝D

微笑吧，伟生。

一个男孩的故事

2009-01-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

相信世界上可能再也找不到像他一样的男孩。或许有，但很少。

男孩从小在别人眼中都是极为优越的一个小孩。这让他自己很小的时候就有了一种超乎同年龄小孩的宿命感。从小，他就被长辈们灌输一种想法：“孩啊，你是超乎一般人的智慧的，所以你必须成功。”

于是，男孩被灌输了这种宿命论，每次都很努力的想要表现自己。当他发现自己原来不是属于那种宿命的人，他毅然的想要开始奔离那个被长辈们夸大化的观念。他开始寻找自己失去的快乐和属于自己的宿命。

终于，他找到了，或许吧，该说是他再次以为自己找到了。

他在帮助需要帮助的人找到了他的原始。

青少年时期的男孩，迅速的在他周围与别人建立了很好的友情。他也很相信自己周围的朋友。只要别人有困难，男孩会义无反顾的尽力帮助别人。有时，善于闻色的男孩更是主动的给予有困难的朋友帮助。

他，因此，曾经觉得自己得很开心，觉得自己活的很充实。

逐渐的，他更是义务性的认为自己是应该帮助别人的，他开始相信自己的宿命就是这个。

他遇到了很多朋友，很多朋友都曾经接收过他那充满热诚的帮助。
他甚至改变了自己原有的习惯，目的只是为了要帮助他认为对自己来说是很重要的朋友。

终于，有一次，他发现自己这么热心的帮助别人，但是却是很盲目地帮助。

他的一位亲戚在偶然的机会下问了他一个问题：
“为何你这么义无反顾地想帮助人？”

他以为自己会有很好的答案，但是他竟然犹豫了。他找不出答案。

亲戚继续问道：
“那那些无数次接收你的帮助的人有没有曾经想到过你？对于你的好心，你看到了什么回报？”

男孩没有回答。他沉默了。

亲戚耸耸肩，站了起来道：
“虽然说好心是好的，但好心到离谱却是笨蛋。我相信你可能也做过这么一件事情：“好心到成全别人的幸福，却忘了自己争取属于自己的幸福。”你可能会认为这么以来，若别人幸福，自己也幸福了，对吗？哈哈，那我告诉你，幸福是自我争取的。再伟大的人从来不会为自己的幸福而成全别人的幸福。付出真心，却得不到该有的回报，这种伤不是必然的。”

亲戚走了，留下男孩自己一个人面对这个问题。

男孩想了很久，想不出一个能说服自己的理由。他决定不再去想这件事，也彻彻底底的想要忘记亲戚的话。他坚信只要真心对待一个人，幸福终究会眷顾自己。

他，继续着他以前的故事。成绩对他来说不再重要。他甚至为了帮助一个朋友考取好成绩，竟而牺牲自己能复习考试的时间。

渐渐的，他淡忘了亲戚的话。

其实，男孩心里很希望自己有一个关心自己的，能比自己付出的真心还多，对待自己的人。

一次，男孩生病了。这是一件不寻常的事。男孩很久都不曾生病了。
他从学校回到家，连衣服都没脱，便扑倒在床上。

他希望有人能够关心他的状况，有人能够至少捎来一封慰问的简讯，就像很多时候他主动关心别人一样。

但，除了一些提醒男孩别忘记帮忙做些什么，或者是需要男孩帮忙解答的简讯，就什么都没有了。

他睡了很久。
到了午夜时，突然惊醒，接着吐了一床上。

男孩的妈妈第一时间走进他房间。他在那时突然发现，一直以来最关心他的是他家人。

整理好一切后，男孩回到了自己新的床上。

躺在床上，他反复思索了几年前亲戚的话。久久，他都再也找不到一点可以说服自己的理由。
“如果有一天，我突然就这样离开了，究竟有多少人会为了我流泪，伤心呢？至少，还有家人会痛心，会难过。那些我曾经不顾一切帮忙，付出的朋友，有多少个会难过呢？”

他，找不到答案。
渐渐的，他睡着了。这次，没有帮助别人熬夜做事，像以前小时候一样，很安稳地睡了。

他相信自己明天会更好。

2009 Senior Science 3's very first gathering event: Charles' Birthday Party Part 1

2009-01-11T22:44:00.009+08:00

We celebrated Charles' Birthday today. Grats, ya Charles... You turned into 18 years old!

The party was held at a restaurant beside LokTian, which thought to be a well known Chinese Restaurant in Kuching. =.=

I don't know the name of this restaurant, but by the way, the food quite nice~

We were being served in the Buffe' way. Since i was waiting fer Lik Tze and others to reach there, i missed plenty of those nice-looking foods, which mean that when i got the chance to eat them, they already lied inside others' stomach. =D

Well, it doesn't matter actually. I also enjoyed other food.

We were not the only one that being invited by Charles today. We came across his family and relatives. I like his little sister. OMG~ she is so adorable~ XD

This also symbolized the very first classmates' gathering we have this year. Thank you our Charles fer providin' such a good chance =D

We played and joked together at the party. Everyone is so exciting and seems to be hyperactive tonite. [o~ Like fire tonite... i wan to play SDO season 2 la... =.=]

Later at the end of this post, i posted some photos which were taken by our brilliant photographer, Ding Yaw.

The most awesome part is the moment when Charles open his birthday present~

I bought a limited edition OXes' year USB fer him this year. XD

Other present include basketball, wine and bla bla bla....

Well, guess what huh?

Our class most lascivious one, Clifford bought him a condom!

WAD THE HEL!

But i like it XD

HAHA....

And also, there are 2 same present this year.

Charles received his 2 wallets consecutively.

Well, now we just take some glance on those photos.

OMG~

It takes me a long time to upload'em... ISH~~

[Notes: I will upload other photos next time. Being promised to Charles i need to make a post fer him in my blog before his birthday time ran off~ XD.... Luckily i can catch in time.... ]

Charles

Cry it out in front of me if u want to....

HAHA

Charles attempted to open his birthday present...

Random snap shot~

Couple of the day~~

Rachel and Jackson

so sweet~~

Charles and Wei Yu~~

Random snap shot 2

Charles' first opened present~

Charles' birthday card~

It's from a talented girl,

Yun Xieng, "nicknamed" Garlic Killer. Click here to view her blog.

I will upload some of other photos next time....

to be continued...

anyway~~

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY~~ CHARLES~

2009 Senior Science 3: "We are red-tied! "

2009-01-10T23:26:00.005+08:00

Yo.. Guys... Here comes our Senior 3 life.

Time really flies. It just took a short moment and we reached our last year in our high school.
Firstly and the most, i want to thank god for offerin's me such a precious chance to study until Senior 3. I really appreciate and obligate.
Hmm, let's just take a glance on my new class: Senior Science 3.

Indeed, the class looks to be over-crowded for all of us.

I took this photo at the very back corner of my class to provide ya an overall lookin of our class.

Hmm... This is not our work. =D I think it should be created by last year students.
But, i like it. [Ho... Ho... YOU RE THE BEST!]

Maths Maniac? =D
This guy who looks so ~~lascivious~~ XD..
Hmm.... He is our form teacher...

Corridor outside my classroom.

Another thing i would like to mention is....
Bla.. Bla... Bla...

We are now red-tied!
Lol...
I know i am lame... =.=
Well, one of the differences between senior 3's graduates and others student in our school is graduates are forced to tie red neck-ties around their necks.
(Well, WTH you think neckties are placed on? Of cos necks.. =.= )

As what you see in the picture, this guy really did a successful necktie-ing. XD
Hmm... well, some of my classmates don't know how to tie it...

Another one who tried his best to make the tie looks nicer. =D

We are happy families. XD
Well, here i come, senior 3!

Aimin for A's in the UEC!
And...
Goodbye Senior 2....

My lovely Senior Science 3. =D

A late post ^^

2009-01-05T21:33:00.005+08:00

The Doulus!

Random Snap shot.

Sea view O.o

Beautiful Dawn

Last photo=D

I went to the Doulus last year. I am such busy that i can't even space up sometime for dealing with these photos and post them on my blog. =D
Well, yea, as the photos showed, i went to Swimming Library last year. If i am not mistaken, i went there during December.
Despite the fact that i didn't want to go at the first, my brother insisted to go there and took a look. I had no choice so i went with him. [i m Such a good brother XD]
It's already late by the time we reach there.
I bought some books and took some photos there. The only thing that spoiled my mood was my camera's battery flat. Ish~~
For more information about the Doulus, click here.

Next...
PizzaHut~ I went to Pizza Hut with my dear colleague, Raymond during last year December. We went to the Boulevard branch since we were having window shopping at there. XD
Here are some photos....XD

My feelings for the coming 2009....

2009-01-02T21:50:00.005+08:00

I can't really describe my feeling when i was moving my steps toward Year 2009.... It seemed everything is just a blur....

I recalled the things i did in the past 2008 year. The only thing i can tell u about it is i neither lived for a satisfied life in 2008 nor be a successful one. Maybe you will ask me the my reasons for saying those words, i will either tell you that i am not going to entertain your question or i will straightly mad at u that:"What the hell you want to know it? It's none of your business! "

Lol... Please forgive my rudeness... =D

Lol again... [because i don't know how to continue the post le.... =.=]

Well... Perhaps i should write something that could be told to ya about my 2008's life.

Firstly, year 2008 for me was a nightmare... oops... should be... for most of us who studied senior 2 during year 2008.... Year 2008, SPM year... WTH.... i don't like SPM. Those fcking subjects and blurry course... The most irritating one is we were using BM for our primary language.... =.= And one thing i haven't mention is... Our dear Education Minister includes Sejarah. this super duper fcking subject as one of the compulsory subjects in SPM.... Oh God~ What the hell Sejarah used for when we venture into society in the future? Do they expect all the SPM's candidates ought to be Sejarahwan or Sejarahwati?? Opps... Wth i used BM... Historian.... i mean.... Futhermore, those Chapters inside the Sejarah textbook are kinda boring stuffs... For example:"Kemunculan Tamadun awal" then i shall say:"Wth tamadun izzit?" Or, the next next chapter is Kebangkitan Islam... WTH! We are not muslim ok? Why we need to know all these things? Everytime i tried to make myself fall in love with Sejarah, i will be in such a guilty conscience....

Well, God bless us that we can pass our Sejarah... I can tell u directly that i was sleeping for at least half an hour during the SPM Sejarah Exam....=.=

Next, that year 2008 is also the most unfortunate year in my life.... Lol... You must be wondered why i said so.... Ok.... I think everyone from my class shall know it...

At the beginning of that year, WTH there came a new Chinese lecturer... Her name is 夏敏。She is fcking irritating!! OMG.... i can't really describe the bad behavior she has with English words... May i use Hokkien? Thanks.... In hokkien, we could say she is extremely yao xiu.... and cek ak....

Don't u believe me? If you don't know the meaning of my words, i recommended you to follow up and read my older post about that thing.... It's also ok to ask my classmates.... This woman is another bitch.... Lol....

We were in hard patience by that moment.... There's a cold war between us... Although lastly, she chose to be the "deserter".... Hey~ Don't think that she was a pity one.... Well, her leaving was something good for us too....

Maybe mention the unfortunate thing that happened last year wasn't the right choice for me... Ok... shall i mention about the good thing that happened last year?

For me, i was happy that i finally get to know all my classmates well last year. I can still remember how we got sunburn together when we went to collect old newspaper together, aimed to reach our maximum target~ 30000kg... Lol... [Are you kidding? 30000kg? OMG~]

Well, i know it's somehow another MI (mission impossible) for us... XD.... But... the most important isn't the reaching for the target... It's the process of completing this activity.... We sunburned together... we were being scoffed of by other people... Everything was being done together... During the moment, the relation gathered well and we turned to knowing each other well... It's the spirit of cooperation... We get to know how to spell the word "teamwork"well....XD During the year 2007, since we were from other class and gathered together in Senior Science 1.... I was hard to know my classmates well... Well, i might know some since they had been same class with me during junior 3.... After last year, i finally get to know them well, and i even found some good friends... XD

Don't ever linger to the past... I learnt this during the holiday... XD... well, i shall end up my post here...

Looking forward for a great 2009...

Visioning and aiming A's for my UEC~

关于《命中》

2008-12-30T00:50:00.003+08:00

最近，迷上了《命中注定我爱你》。哈哈，我知道我很过时了，但没办法嘛，这一年很忙很忙很忙。

还记的在《命中》在台湾首播的时候，每次我打给我姐，她都说：“啊～我现在没空啦，追《命中》...等下打回给你...”

所以啊，一开始，我就很讨厌这部剧。最后，变的讨厌偶像剧了。

过了不久，每次上yahoo网时都看到《命中》收视率逐日上升的报道，后来更是创下台湾偶像剧收视第一。

就这样....

我更讨厌它了。

讨厌它是因为认为它只不过是靠男女主角样貌拉收视。

讨厌它因为认为它只不过是使用偶像剧老掉牙的剧情，不是你爱我我爱你，就是什么家庭纷争。

姐姐在12月回来，拿了这部剧晃到我面前，说：“喂～这....很好看哦～～想不想看？”

我那时摆了这-->＝.=颜色给她看。

后来，这件事就没了～

直到有一天半夜，睡不着，一时兴起，开了这部剧来看。

第一集....

hmm... 感觉对了，蛮不错的。

第二集...

感觉来了，开始有点兴趣了。

就这样....

我一集接一集看下去...

后来，更迷上了它。

很奇怪，我也说不出原因。就是，很奇怪的，莫名其妙的，理说当然的，爱上了它。

可能，我觉得剧中的陈欣怡和我很像吧～就只差她是便利贴女孩，我是便利贴男孩。哈哈。奇怪哦～？

没啦，我对这剧有种说不出的感觉。谁想知道的可以来问我我对于这剧的感觉哦～哈哈～～

圣诞节前夕

2008-12-24T23:27:00.003+08:00

11.27pm。圣诞节前夕。离圣诞节只有半小时多。刚刚放工回家，草草吃了一些宵夜后，来到了电脑面前。

家人都去countdown 了。原本我现在应该在叶子家中倒数的，无奈还得加工到11.00pm。累了。真的累了。

一个人在家的感觉有点不好受。静静的，只有偶尔屋外传来的蛙叫声和远处的烟火声。今夜，很平静。圣诞节前夕是宁静的。

我坐在电脑前，一一写下了我的心情。有好的，也有坏的。一个很mix的心情。

突然想起了一些人。一些在我生命中算是重要角色的人。

hmm....

我姐。她啊，现在应该和她的darling一起吧。一起甜蜜的牵手，在某处静静的散步。你可能会问我，一个女孩子家啊，现在都那么夜了还在外面闲逛？哈哈，你或许会担心但我不会。我未来姐夫啊可是一个好姐夫。他很疼我的姐姐，也很爱她。从来，他都顺着我姐的意思。哈哈。真是一个good lover。姐啊，你要好好珍惜哦～千万别等到没了才来后悔。

我姐虽然有时凶凶的，不过她可是一个好姐姐。每次我生病啊还是什么，她总会打电话来慰问我，哪怕她人在很远的地方。我还记的当我在应付SPM时，每当考完回家，她总会打电话来，问我考的如何，考试会难吗。有时，我考完试回到家，心情因为考试不好，她打来时对她发脾气，有时还挂她的电话。她都未曾生气过我，还鼓励我。很感动。真的。

我姐夫。hmmm...他不算高，也不算矮。哈哈。奇怪吧？因为他矮过我，高过我姐。所以就不高不矮lor。哈哈。他真是个好姐夫。每次我有心事而又不想告诉任何人时，我都有一种想要告诉他的冲动。或许是因为他是一个good listener。能认识到他真的是我的幸运。

立志。虽然这家伙经常不小心弄的我很不愉快，无奈我就是生不了他的气。我也不知道为何。有时，跟他沟通时，明明不是我的错，最后也不知到如何的，弄到我错了。哈哈。真好笑+超级dulan。他是唯一一个能让我百分百相信的朋友。我把很多心事啦，秘密啦都告诉了他。他也是少数能让我为他付出很多的人。＝D

鼎耀。哈哈。这家伙，有时让我不太敢接近他。原因呢？哈哈，善变吧？不懂。他是少数唯一能和我有共同frequency的人。天啊～以后有什么秘密不久完了？他曾说我和他是成正比的关系。哈哈，真有此事。每次我快乐，他都不快乐。hmmm.....好奇怪。我认真的告诉你，我不喜欢这样。哈哈。

薇羽～～omg~大美女一个。哈哈。记得有一次我心情极度低落。她是第一个sms来慰问我的人。哦～～感动＋幸福。哈哈。还记的那次后本来只有我们两个去看戏的吗？她是一个很好的朋友。她也是一个能让我觉得有安全感的女性朋友。

宗延。哈哈。绰号叶子。哇哈哈哈。帅哥一个。长的高大帅气。哈哈。他啊，一个很好的人。虽然我打game超烂，他是第一个很有耐性陪我一起玩的人。天啊～～感动。

hmm...还有两个人。时间的关系，我没能写出来。[现在已经过圣诞了＝.=]等有空时，才打出来吧～要休息了，圣诞节还得做工....ish~~

忘了许愿....

一，希望姐姐和姐夫永远甜蜜。

二，立志....[这是秘密，我在心中许了...]

三，鼎耀，永远快乐～～

四，薇羽，hmmm....快点拥有第一春～～＝D

五，叶子，心想事成～快乐永远～～

六，大家圣诞快乐～！

哈哈，我很贪心哦～hmm...

如果有圣诞老人，我希望这六个圣诞愿望能实现。我宁愿用我未来10年圣诞愿望来交换。

别以为我在开玩笑，我说真的。

Amen~~

Out together with my colleagues

2008-12-15T23:32:00.015+08:00

First of all, let's have a glance on my dear colleagues. ^^

* "back-shot" *

[Ps:// not the shooting back shot... it's camera back shot...]

[Hmm... Can't see their faces?]

Opps.... Wrong side... Haha...

Here it's...

*Their mysterious faces are revealed !*

[From left: Raymond, Bryan, Jing Pei, Xiao Mei]

We took the photos around riverside after we had watched "Twilight" at Star Cineplex.

*Twilight*

[Not BAD la the story... haha... A little bit boring.... ]

*Random Snap-shot 1*

After that, we had our Sampan-trip around the Sarawak river. I had the trip before but since two of my colleagues are not from Kuching, i decided to bring them there and try it. They never try it before..... XD

Here we go~

* "Sampan-deck" * [=.=]

*Can you figure out what are they looking at?*

Hmm.... The girl who was wearing black shirt (Xiao Mei) and the guy who was wearing the striped T-shirt(Raymond) are from Serikei and MuZhong respectively. They were trying to figure out the feelin' of having fun on a Sampan. ~~[The guy who was in grey shirt can be neglected. He definitely from Kuching.~~ XD Jk...]

*Random snap-shot 2 while we were sitting in the Sampan*

*Random snap-shot 3 while we were sitting in the Sampan*

*Random snap-shot 4 while we were sitting in the Sampan*

*Random snap-shot 5 while we were sitting in the Sampan*

The Sampan-trip took us about 20 minutes. Later, we had some photo-taking in front of the Hornbill's fountain.

From left, Me, Bryan, Jing Pei and Siao Mei.

From left, Raymond, Me, Bryan and Siao Mei.

From left, Raymond, Me, Jing Pei and Xiao Mei.

From left, Raymond, Me, Bryan and Jing Pei.

At last, we ate our dinner at Tun Jugah's Food Gallery.

I took some personal photos when we finished eating.

Kim's Birthday Party [late post]

2008-12-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

After Geo. Exam

2008-12-04T18:56:00.006+08:00

Today is last day of our SPM. Hehe.... Finally it was over. If u decided to ask me what about my test today, i can tell ya absolutely that the Geography thingy really sucks! If my mum doesnt insist me to attend the exam, i should be at home or either went to airport.

Well, wadever.... It's all over. Haha. Finally... Hoo.... i desperate it for a long time. XD

After da exam, wad did we do? Yea, u r rite! Enjoy myself. =D

So, i went for a movi with my adorable WeiYu, ~~freaky~~ Ding Yaw and ~~lol-ed~~ John. XD

First of all, John, well, of cos, he was the driver. =) We went to Tun Jugah Food court and ate our lunch. I decided to eat vege but since John desperate for his ClayPot heavily. Haha....

I suddenly discovered a thing when we were havin our lunch and the moment when we were sitting and gossipin at the waiting area before the movi started. John john... I know u know wad i m talkin abt... XD Well, I will zip off my lip....

Hmm, o yea... We watched "Bolt" today. Hmm, well, it's a well directed 3D-animation. But it's out of my expectation. Actually i m counting on this movi, well, i expected the story line has a twisted endin, instead of it, it doesnt. However, it's a movi that suits the kids well and as well as Doggie Fanatics. XD

One thing can be the compliment of this movi is the dog, Bolt is so adorable.....! Besides, there is a hamster too. I felt wanna grab the hamster back home and make it becomes my pet.... =D

After that, we went to eat some icy dessert at 三小there. XD

I suddenly think of LikTze. XD although he should be then reached his home at KL at that time. [For more info, please visit www.leafbakery.blogspot.com]

Well, today, John didnt order his favorite drink, Lemon Juice. =D

He finaally knows how to order Ang Tao Peng.

And, me, ordered my favorite one, Metahorn~~~

Wei Yu ordered Jagung Peng

And, as usual, Ding Yaw wants his white lady.... =D

Here's some of the photos taken by me.

#Ding Yaw#

[well, he didnt want me to take his photo XD so, he looks a little bit forced in that pic]

#John#

[He is the most impressive one among us. XD. He knows how to dodge my camera's shot. XD]

#Wei Yu#

[Perhaps she didnt know tat i took one of her photo]

#John's Ang Tao Peng#

#Mine~~ Metahornnnnnnn~~!!#

#Ding Yaw's White Lady#

#Wei Yu's Jagung Peng#

PS:// Hmm... Lik Tze, i can't reach u there. Is that convenient for u to make a phone call to me and let me know that u reach there safely? Thanks... ^^

故事。分享。

2008-12-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

有一则故事想与大家分享。

话说有一天，一位智者走在街上。当时天灰灰的，眼看似乎快下雨了。他路过一个老妇人的家，看见她正在哭泣，心中很纳闷。于是他走前去问那老妇人究竟发生了什么事。老妇人边哭着边说：“我有两个儿子，大儿子是开鞋铺的，小儿子是卖伞的。晴天的时候，小儿子没生意上门，卖不了伞啊。雨天的时候，大儿子没有生意上门，没有人来买草鞋啊。为什么要有晴天和雨天啊？”

智者听完，微微一笑，道：“老妇人啊。上天对你不薄了。你看，雨天的时候，很多人会向你的小儿子卖伞啊。晴天的时候，你的大儿子也有生意啊。所以，无论晴天还是雨天，你的儿子们都有生意上门啊。别再伤心了。”老妇人一听，如梦初醒，开怀大笑了。

这故事相信有不少人看过，也能体会它要表达的真正意思。

没错，人是应该开心生活。就算遇到伤心的事，也应该积极面对。

曾经看过一句话：“当命运给你酸溜溜的柠檬时，可以尝试沏一壶茶，用柠檬做成好喝的ice lemon tea.”

这是积极人生。

可是，有谁能真正做到积极看待每件事呢？

起码，我承认我不能。

我，很情绪化，就是人们俗称的emo.

E-M-O.

I--a-m--e-m-o.

巨蟹座。

算了。

今天，我必须学会默写一个字。

OPTIMISTIC.

O-P-T-M-I-S-T-I-C

学会了吗？

我，摇头。

无言。

虚。

2008-12-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

午夜12时30分。

刚刚发了一封短信给薇羽。

很美丽的谎言，不是吗？

“。。。”

这，华丽吗？

这，是虚伪吗？

这，是我在装着坚强吗？

这，到底是什么？

厉害！

有点佩服自己。

谎言终究嬴了。

是我输了。输的很惨。

不堪入目。不堪入耳。

Second D.I.Y using Photoshop =)

2008-12-03T18:13:00.004+08:00

#This is the actual photo =D#

#Second photo which is D.I.Y by using Photoshop#

#Third D.I.Y photo =D#

#Finally.... The cutest among all these photos XD#

Does the baby look cute? He is adorable!! Haha....

PS: Special thanks to all of my relatives' little children =D

[Pss... I don't like to take photo.]

I know i m borin.... =.=Haha.... Bo bian la... Nothing to do.... =.=

2008, Senior Science 2. Class Photo.

2008-12-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

This photo~~

It reminds me a lot of thing.

No matter the sad one

or the happy one.

It's part of my high school memory.

I will treasure it.

goodbye senior 2. and ~~welcome senior 3~~(ish~~ do i really desire the coming senior 3?! =.= speechless)

Can u guess where m i? Hehe.... lol... =D Dont worry be happy... ^^

I love my new browser: Safari

2008-12-01T23:39:00.007+08:00

Hey guys, guess what? I found a new internet browser recently and i like it very much. Perhaps i am out-dated since the browser already become popular nowadays. =D

You know what? It seems like i am using Mac-book!! OMG! I love it! XD

Gosh~ It's so amazing. Haha...

Here are some pictures for my beloved browser. XD

#using new internet browser to view my blog#

#random 01#

#random 02#

#random 03#

#random 04#

Another boring act.

I know i m boring.

U know i m boring.

I dont want to test geography lar...

T.T

somebody can help me get rid of it~

ISH~~

I-pod accompanied me when i m borin'

and....

SDO.

=.=

PS:// Go and download Safari at here

Accidentally in love, by hchsknights08 @ youtube

2008-11-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

2008-11-30T18:51:00.003+08:00

To Whom I regard:

I know I can't find a good way to make the thing perfect. I know I always make the thing become more complicated. I know I am such an innocent one. Sorry. I voice my deepest apologize to you. I am sorry.

Hope i can get the forgiveness from you.

Extraxt

2008-11-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, work like you dont need the money, dance like no one's watching and love like you've never been hurt and believe that everything happens for a reason because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Went for a swimmin

2008-11-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

I went to Stampark for a swimming today with my sister and my brother. Actually i don feel like to swim but my sis insisted me to go with her.

I thought there would be a lot of people but when i went into and i found that there wasnt a lot of people.

Kuching here doesnt hav many public swimming pool, between there are some club's pool can go to, but of cos need to get the membership.

I dont like Stampark well. The Stampark swimming pool isnt that big and there always many little children geezling around. The ticket fee is also expensive.

However, i enjoyed the swimming. I like swimming too. XD

A Handsome boy.... =D

2008-11-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

I went to a dinner last saturday and suddenly came across with this handsome boy. XD Well, he actually is one of my little friend.

I know i m borin'.
:(

Very Paiseh.

ITS Graduation Ceremony (A late post)

2008-11-28T20:54:00.004+08:00

#Random Snap#

#Random snap 2#

Class photo. ITS Sekama Branch. Sec 4 G.

Me. =D [From left, two emcees, my teacher, me.]

First Hestitation

2008-11-27T20:51:00.001+08:00

沉重的考试终于过去了。考完EST的那一刻，我踏出考场，心中并没有预期的那样雀跃。可能对于我来说，这一整个月来，考试早已变成生活的一个部分，无需讶异，也无需为了它的过去而欢喜。

这是就是麻木。

或许，是不是因为考试的完毕也说明了我和立志相处的时间已经不多了？

有人和我说过：“人生只有一次。永远要懂得把握只有一次的人生。一旦人生那值得回忆的地方不再能让你回忆，那种感觉是你无法想像的。”

曾经目睹生离死别的我或许比一般人还能够了解这点。
厌恶生离，更痛恨死别。这是我的个性。这是巨蟹座的本性。

我从不轻易的表露自己的感情。是的，没错，这也是巨蟹座的本性。
开始厌恶当一个巨蟹座了。虽然我不相信星座，但有时它让我不得不去相信。
那我是否该去相信巨蟹座和水瓶座是合不来的？

脑袋里都是问号。

算了，说多错多。我不知道要如何表达自己现在的想法。说多了，只会扭曲事实。

不堪入耳。

这是我的命运吗？

改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！
改变命运！

[这里虽然只有几句话。但我花了接近8个小时才把它post上去。这是我在部落格上的第一个犹豫。]

Pro in painting.....

2008-11-26T21:52:00.001+08:00

Mona-Lisa Paint
(with microsoft paint)

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I POST SOMETHING UNTILL THE SPM EXAM FINISHED

2008-11-03T01:22:00.002+08:00

GoodGUY?

2008-11-02T23:38:00.004+08:00

姐夫threw a question to me.
"Why being a good guy has so much pressure?"

I answered:
"U finally know my feeling. Haha.... No choice. This is good guy's destiny."

He replied:
"It's torture. Bad guys don care so much. Tat's y they all are happy always. " =.=
"Being a good guy needs tons of shelf control."

I interrupted:
"but, at last, good one gains more benefits. Really, tat's no doubt to say it's wrong."

.........

[i closed rest of the conversation since it's a private one. =D ]
[if i m causin any inconvenience to you, i would like to apologize]

I had a conversation with my brother-in-law last night. During the conversation, we touched the issue about "Being a good guy", correspond to some reasons. Well, the reason's a secret. XD
Being a good guy is really a tough task. Because, being a nice guy needs to sacrifice a lot. Being a nice guy needs to know a lot of girl's things. Being a good guy must know how to forbear. Being a good guy needs a lot of patience. Being a good guy needs a lot of knowledge. Being a good guy needs....

Girls! What you wanna us to be?!

Batman?

A "Good Guy" T-shirt?

Or
"The Good Guy" book written by Dean Koontz? [Well, like the cover says:"Kill me then."]

OK/NoWay?

Girls, you are like Avril Lavigne.
~~[That'smeanyouarecomplicated]~~

Well. Sorry to say like this if i m hurtin any girl who read my post.
I just want to say:"WE ARE OUT OF PATIENCES!"

Somehow. You'll know.

Gone Speechless.